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You're suffering from low self esteem, people pleasing issues and too much self consciousness. Liberate yourself from these feelings. Don't care too much what people think. People are going to judge anyway and let them. Don't base your freedom on them. You be you. You do you. Accept yourself and also liberate yourself from judgement. Be free.

Aquamarine Alexandrite One of the many reasons why you should use Alexandrite is that it is well-known to convey a balance between the spiritual world and the physical manifest world. This rare stone will open up your chakra (crown) and let you access the universe’s loving support as well as healing energy. Amazonite tumbled Chatoyant gems

Yoni Astrology - Maarjaat Yoni / Cat Yoni: The word "Yoni" is of Sanskrit origin. It relates to the female organ known as the vagina. The male organ penis is referred to as "Lingam" in Sanskrit. The type of yoni is determined by how the Moon is placed in the sky at the time of a female's birth. The Constellation in which the Moon is located at the time of birth is also considered. The Twelve Types of Yoni in general terms are described below: Cat (tabby) This type of yoni requires longer foreplay. Penetration, however, is spottier. The cat would want the male organ to be withdrawn and again inserted several times during copulation, because orgasm takes long time to be reached. The cat wishes the partner to caress and hold her by the neck. She wants the act to be soft and slow. In many cases, men cannot have the patience to go along and ejaculate faster. In that event the cat washes her yoni with water to cool down her anger and frustration. Body Elements: Fire & Earth Yoni Features: soft opening, narrow passage & shallow base. Person whose birth Nakshtra is Ashlesha or Punarvasu has this yoni.

Punarvasu Nakshatra born characteristics and features. General Characteristics: Intellectual and spiritual wisdom, material prosperity, good natured, quiet, patient, devout, lives in comfort. Symbol: Bow and a quiver of arrows.

MATCHING OF HOROSCOPE The various factors to be considered in match making in order of importance are :- 1. Longevity of partners. 2. Mental and psychological health. 3. Factors showing separation or divorce. 4. Compatibility of partners. The question of compatibility between partners will arise only if first 3 factors indicate that both are going to stay together. An approximate estimate of longevity of both the partners should be indispensable. What is needed is to examine the birth charts for premature death. If there is wide gap in longevity of two, then matching of other factors become redundant. The span of life is divided into 4 categories namely – (i) Balarishta (ii) Alpayu (iii) Madhyayu (iv) Purnayu. The life span between 40 to 75 years is described as Madhyayu, where as longevity beyond 75 years is considered as Purnayu. There are standard combinations of planets, which give idea of longevity of a person. Purnayu is indicated if benefics occupy kendras and Lagna lord is with benefics or aspected by Jupiter. Also when 3 planets in 8th house occupy exaltation, friendly and own sign respectively, long life is indicated. The same is the result when Saturn or 8th lord is conjoined with an exalted planet. The Lagna and Moon should be strong for long life. Mental and psychological health of the partner can also be examined by position of Lagna, Moon, sixth and eighth houses. The separation or divorce is also to be looked into by examining in detail 7th, 8th, and 9th houses. 7th houses is the house of marriage, 8th house rules ‘Mangalya’ i.e. strength of marital bond and 9th house rules ‘Sowhhagya’ or good fortune. The presence of 7th lord in 8th indicates chances of separation. 289 Mutual disposition of Mars and Venus plays a very important role in marriage. Venus is associated with spouse, material comforts, sex harmony, physical beauty etc, where as Mars abounds in energy, aggressiveness and in association with Venus gives a tendency to excess of sensual gratification. Venus-Mars disposition although an important factor for physical attraction but in the absence of Jupiter’s or even Saturn’s benign influence, real compatibility between partners may be lacking. Venus–Mars conjunction makes one fond of pleasure, demonstrative and adds a zest to one’s sensual life. Therefore after examining basic structure of horoscope of partners, it is ensured that long married life is indicated. When this assurance is indicated, question of compatibility of partners comes into picture which is examined by ‘Mangali Dosha’ and ‘Gana’ agreement. ‘Mangali Dosha’ means harmful effects of Mars. Among the malefic planets, Mars has come to enjoy such an important role in breaking of marriages that the harmful influence of Mars has come to be known as ‘Mangali Dosha’ and boy or girl having defective influence of Mars in the horoscope is generally known as ‘Mangali’ boy or ‘Mangali’ girl. Why the Mars gets such an importance in the matter of marriage ? The interaction of Moon and Mars causes menstruation in a woman every month when the Moon is passing through Apachayasthana from ascendant. The Moon controls the fluid matter of a woman while Mars signifies the blood and combination of two is cause of menses. The process of progeny and pregnancy depends exclusively on menstruation cycle in females. Mars is lord of blood system in all human beings. Semen in males get formed through the process of blood system. Therefore progeny is not possible without blessing of Mars. Apart from this Mars is a fiery planet and rules warmth in human body, energy, strength, courage, bravery, organizing ability, feelings of brotherhood etc. Mars is also the lord of 290 skin, the outer dress of body. Influence of Mars alone can create another body and another life. Astrologers have determined the houses from where Mars adversely influences and affects the 7th house, which is concerned with marriage, the married life and relationship with spouse. If Mars is in 1st, 2nd, 4th , 7th , 8th and 12th house in a horoscope, native is said to suffer with ‘Mangali Dosha’. The Lagna represents body, the Moon represents the mind and Venus the sexual organs. Therefore houses are reckoned from Lagna, Moon and Venus. The dosha is considerably weak when it exists from Lagna, a little stronger from the Moon and still more powerful from Venus. ‘Mangali Dosha’ gets cancelled if it is there in horoscope of both the bride and bridegroom. The Mars in the 1st house indicates annoyance, anger, irritation and disturbed state of mind of self, in the 2nd house presence of Mars may lead to financial breakdown, loss by cheating and violence between husband and wife. Presence of Mars in 4th house adversely affects the domestic atmosphere and in the 7th house introduces element of fire between husband and wife. In 8th house Mars acts as ‘Marak’ for spouse and person is involved in extra – marital relations. In 12th house, it may lead to wasteful expenditure, punishments, disturbance in the sleeping comforts, venereal diseases, extramarital sex etc. There are several combinations referred in astrological texts, which nullify harmful effects of Mars. There are total 36 Ganas and in the Gana agreement, compatibility of partners is examined from various points of view relevant to happy married life. The various aspects and points assigned to them are :- 1. VARNA - 1 2. VASYA - 2 3. TARA - 3 4. YONI - 4 5. MATCHING OF LORDS OF MOON – SIGNS - 5 291 6. GANA - 6 7. BHAKOOT (MATCHING OF MOON SINGS ) - 7 8. NADI - 8 VARNA : The Varnas as per Moon- signs are as under :- Varna kshtriya vaishya shudra brahman Moon Aaries Taurus Gemini Cancer Signs Leo Virgo Libra Scorpio Sagittarius Capricorn Aquarius Pisces Varna indicates capacity of native to shoulder responsibility of family. To run the family smoothly, it is considered necessary that Varna of boy is better than of that of girl. Depending on Varnas of boy and girl, points are assigned as under :- Varna of Boy Varna of Girl Brahman Kshtriya Vaishya Shudra Brahman 1 0 0 0 Kshtriya 1 1 0 0 Vaishya 1 1 1 0 Shudra 1 1 1 1 If Varna of boy is lower than that of girl then if lord of boy’s Moonsign is of better Varna, then marriage is considered compatible in respect of Varna. The Varnas of different planets are – JUP – VEN - BRAHMAN SUN – MARS - KSHTRIYA MER – MOON - VAISHYA SATURN - SHUDRA VASYA :- This agreement is very important for mutual attraction between husband and wife. The Vasya are of following five types : 1. CHATUSHPAD 2. MANAV ( DWIPAD) 3. JALCHAR 4. VANCHAR 5. KEET The Vasyas of different signs are as under :- Aries – Chatushpad, Taurus – Chatushpad, Gemini – Manav (Dwipad), Cancer – Keet and Jalchar, Leo – Vanchar and 292 Chatushpad, Virgo – Manav, Libra – Manav, Scorpio – Keet, Sagittarius – Manav and Chatushpad, Capricorn – Chatushpad and Jalchar, Aquarius – Manav, Pisces – Jalchar. VASYA means capacity to control others. Depending upon nature and behaviour VASYAS have been classified in four categories namely – Vasya, Friend, Enemy, Bhakshya. If Vashyas of boy and girl are friends 2 points are given, if one is Vasya and other Enemy 1 point, if one is Vasya and other is Bhakshya ½ point and if they are mutual enemies or Bhakshya they do not get any point. The points given depending on Vasyas of boy and girl are as under :- Vasya of Boy Vasya of Girl Chatushpad Manav Jalchar Vanchar Keet Chatushpad 2 ½ 1 ½ 1 Manav ½ 2 0 0 0 Jalchar 1 0 2 2 2 Vanchar ½ 0 2 2 0 Keet 1 0 2 0 2 TARA :- Taras are of 9 types namely Janm, Sampat, Vipat, Kshem, Pratyari, Sadhak, Vadha, Mitra, Atimitra. Out of these 9, Vipat, Pratyari and Vadha are considered inauspicious. Tara signifies likely problems in married life. Inauspicious Tara indicates differences in thinking of boy and girl. To find out Tara of boy count from Nakshtra of boy to Nakshtra of girl and divide the same by 9 and depending on remainder which may be 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 0, Tara is found in the same sequence as mentioned above. Similarly Tara of girl can be found out by counting Nakshtra of boy from girl. The points for Vasya are given as under:- 293 Tara of Tara of 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 Girl Boy1 3 3 1 ½ 3 1 ½ 3 1 ½ 3 3 2 3 3 1 ½ 3 1 ½ 3 1 ½ 3 3 3 1 ½ 1 ½ 0 1 ½ 0 1 ½ 0 1 ½ 1 ½ 4 3 3 1 ½ 3 1 ½ 3 1 ½ 3 3 5 1 ½ 1 ½ 0 1 ½ 0 1 ½ 0 1 ½ 1 ½ 6 3 3 1 ½ 3 1 ½ 3 1 ½ 3 3 7 1 ½1 ½ 0 1 ½ 0 1 ½ 0 1 1 8 3 3 1 ½ 3 1 ½ 3 1 ½ 3 3 9 3 3 1 ½ 3 1 ½ 3 1 ½ 3 3 Asvini - Horse Magha – Rat Moola – Dog Bharani – Elephant P.Phalguni – Mongoose Purvashdha – Monkey Krittika - Goat U. Phalguni - Camel Uttarashadha – Cow Rohini – Snake Hasta – Ox Shravana – Monkey Mrigsira – Snake Chitra – Tiger Dhanishtha – Female (Human) Ardra – Dog Swati – Bufallow Shatbhisha – Horse Punarvasu – Cat Vishakha – Tiger Poorva Bhadrapad – Male(Human) Pushya – Ram Anuradha – Deer U. Bhadrapad – Cow Ashlesha - Cat Jyeshtha – Deer Revati – Elephant MATCHING OF LORDS OF MOON SIGNS :- The relationship between lords of Moon – signs of boy and girl is found out and points depending upon the relations of lord of Moon – signs are assigned as under : 294 1. If both are mutual friends - 5 2. If one neutral and other friends - 4 3. If one friend and other enemy - 1 4. Mutual neutral - 3 5. If one neutral and other enemy - ½ 6. Mutual enemies - 0 7. If both have same lord - 5 This can be represented as per following table : Lord of Moon Lord of Moon Sun Moon Mars Mer Jup Ven Sat sign of Girl sign of Boy Sun 5 5 5 4 5 0 0 Moon 5 5 4 1 4 ½ ½ Mars 5 4 5 ½ 5 3 ½ Mer 4 1 ½ 5 ½ 5 4 Jup 5 4 5 ½ 5 ½ 3 Ven 0 ½ 3 5 ½ 5 5 Sat 0 ½ ½ 4 4 5 5 GANA : The birth Nakshtra are classified under the three Ganas namely Divine (Deva), Demon (Rakshash) and Human (Manushya ). The classification is as under :- 1. Divine (Deva ) - Asvini, Mrigsira, Punarvasu, Pushya, Hasta, Swati, Anuradha, Shravana, Revati 2. Demon (Rakshash) Krittika, Ashlesha, Magha, Chitra, Vishakha, Jyeshtha, Moola, Dhanishtha, Shatbhisha. 3. Human (Manushya ) Bharani, Rohini, Ardra, Poorva Phalguni, Uttar Phalguni, Purvashdha, Uttarashadha, Uttar Bhadrapad. It is considered that a native would have nature in accordance with Gana. The nature indicated by different Ganas is – Divine (Deva) - Dignity and goodness Human (Manushya) - Combination of good and bad. Demon (Rakshash) - Contempt, meanness, selfishness 295 Marriage between boy and girl belonging to same Gana is considered best. The marriage between Human and Divine Gana is considered workable. Marriage between Human and Demon Gana is prohibited. Marriage between a boy belonging to Divine and Girl belonging to Demon Gana is prohibited. The Divine, Human and Demon Gana correspond to Satvik, Rajsik and Tansik nature. Points for Ganas are assigned as per following table - Gana of Girl Gana of Boy Divine Human Demon Divine 6 5 1 Human 6 6 0 Demon 0 0 6 BHAKOOT (MATCHING OF MOON SIGNS) : If moon sign of one is counted from other, there is possibility of following relationship between Moonsigns of boy and girl– 1 : 7 or 7 : 7, 2 : 12, 3 : 11, 4 : 10, 5 : 9, and 6 : 8 The mutual relationship of 2 : 12, 5 : 9, and 6 : 8 is not considered good for marriage. Out of these three relationships, 6 : 8 relationship is considered the worst as it adversely affects the health and longevity of couple. It may also lead to divorce or suicide or murder of one by other. Maximum cases of suicide or murder after marriage belong to this category. Next bad relationship is 2 : 12 which adversely affects wealth, savings, spending, and mutual relationship in the family. The 5 : 9 relationship adversely affects the fortune, faith, religious activity, progeny and ancestral inheritance. Except in these relationships, 7 points are assigned. Even if relationships of 6 : 8, 2 : 12, 5 : 9 exists, 4 points are assigned if lords of both the signs are mutual friends. NADI : There are three Nadis under which all the Nakshtra have been 296 divided . viz. ADYA NADI – Asvini, Ardra, Punarvasu, Uttar Phalguni, Hasta, Jyeshtha, Moola, Shatbhisha, Poorva Bhadrapad. MADHYA NADI – Bharani, Mrigsira, Pushya, Poorva Phalguni, Chitra, Anuradha, Purvashdha, Dhanishtha, Uttar Bhadrapad. ANTYA NADI - Krittika, Rohini, Ashlesha, Magha, Swati, Visakha, Uttarashadha, Shravana, Revati If boy and girl both belong to same Nadi, it is considered ‘Nadi Dosha’ and marriage in such case is not recommended. Nadi Dosha adversely affects the compatibility and health of married couple. Nadi means pulse or nerve. It indicates physiological and hereditary factors. In following two circumstances, Nadi Dosha gets cancelled – 1. When Nakshtra of boys and girl is same but Pada of Nakshtra is different. 2. When Rashi of both boy and girl is same but they have different Nakshtra. Nadi of girl Nadi of Boy ADYA MADHYA ANTYA ADYA 0 8 8 MADHYA 8 0 8 ANTYA 8 8 0 •••••••••••• http://vedicastrologytolearn.blogspot.com/2010/12/matching-of-horoscope.html?m=1

@Deepak sadhwani Yes it's very good for calming.

@Deepak sadhwani Even I purchase from Amazon if they come with a certificate of Purity and authenticity. Yea I have rose quartz, but I got these gemstones 3 years ago so I exactly don't remember which gemstones I have because I purchased so many.. I will need to open my old box which is not in my room, it's in my garage in lots of furniture, so it will take time for me to search all the stuff I bought, I even forgot wearing the gemstones because it was bought so long ago. The gemstone Amethyst is my birthstone according to a Hindu Astrologer because I'm a Pisces. The amethyst gemstone is extremely useful to me. It's a February birthstone. For Pisces serenity is very important. And amethyst exactly brings peace, calm and serenity in life. It takes away negativity. It reduces stress and anxiety. It will reduce anger. Negative energy gone from the home. Good for soothing headaches. Also keeps your brain calm and strong.

People get put off by excessive praise. It can appear fake. Be authentic and genuine in your expression. You should not say something to please someone a certain way. "should I call her or should I not, what will she think, is this the right time, will she like if I do it this way"....... Questions and thoughts like these in your mind indicate to me that you calculate too much and care too much about pleasing someone and it's more about how you want to present yourself, this to me is an example of self serving behavior, you don't realize it, you're thinking that you are pleasing someone, but indirectly you are doing it to be pleased yourself, you want to prove to yourself that you are the best lover and somehow in your mind she is giving the wrong response by not giving you enough in return, it then satisfies your ego that you are a better lover than her....you want her to praise you so you can feel better about yourself. You desperately want her to give you attention so you can feel like yessss you won.... In my mind that is selfish. It's sort of childish. Quit that approach. Do shadow work. Ask yourself why exactly you are doing all this. Will you do this even when she wants things differently.. What if she doesn't like your approach. Will you impose your feelings and desires on her. The most selfish thing is to want a person to be how you want them to be. It's like bringing an animal from the jungle and tell them to do tricks to impress you and if they don't, then they are bad in your eyes. Give her, her freedom. She is not bound by your desires. She can do whatever she wants even if it doesn't impress you. Let her be who she is, otherwise she will feel like she is living in a cage with you, how is that love?

@Deepak sadhwani You should never use similar looking crystals together just because they have the same color. Crystals can have same color but vastly different mineral composition and different property. No crystal is similar to another in their energy properties If you have a crystal and you want to use another crystal with it, the option is a rose quartz, rose quartz is harmless with other crystals.. Rose quartz can be safely used in combination with any crystal.

@Deepak sadhwani Nice collection That looks like a citrine to me. Which website did you get all these from? Citrine brings Positivity and good luck, reduces fear and depression and attracts success. It's a good stone.

@Deepak sadhwani It always helps to have as many crystals as possible. I have some different kinds of quartz and Jasper, carnelian, amethyst, turquoise. All are helpful in different ways.. They work on different Chakra and each one has a different property. Don't mix them together into a chain or necklace. I had a navratna Mala of 9 gemstones but it brought me bad luck. So I stopped wearing it I would suggest that you use each gemstone separately and not mix them together. Keep them separated from each other. Every gemstone has a separate property and healing energy. So use them separately for maximum benefit You can use them in jewelry like chains and rings or use a block of crystal near your table or any cool place in your home.. Sometimes meditate holding the crystal in your hands. Or use as a Mala for jap

Great Info. I will try chicken liver next time.

Nothing could have been weirder on this morning's cup of coffee. ..................................

@Deepak sadhwani I had so much going on in my life that I didn't get enough time to pay attention to this journal. Over time I will when I get other things sorted out.. I'm glad to hear that you have all those crystals. They are very powerful.. I have a few crystals. They are small though. Green Averturine is very good for compassion, attract love, opening heart Chakra. Lapis Lazuli with its brilliant color is great for self expression, honesty and clarity. White sapphire is wonderful for creativity and confidence.

Learn to integrate both the key goals and the superficial junk of your life into your core plan and have clarity on what you want. This basically translates as perfect Resonance.

Look at it almost like you are healing your skin. You're literally rolling in toxins. And what's the point of healing your skin in other parts and leaving the wounds open. It's the places where you see the wounds that precisely need your healing balm. But first remove that big pile of dirt over your skin. Only then you can see those wounds. Idiot.

Certain things I need to focus on I've realized that it's important for me to have a sense of control.. Toxicity removal Replacement with good Now only having good is not enough because that's like filling a basket with all the chocolates and goodies. You also need a sense of direction once the healing is set in motion and the toxicity removed. Also you will need to remove the right stones and add the right fertilizer. You can't simply be very random about this spiritual cleansing process.. You can't do all this in a chaotic haphazard way. How to avoid getting stuck only doing something beneficial?.... Use a goal setter. Have a proper vision. Now align your mini goals and actions both of removal and addition to the main vision.. This way you know exactly what you are doing and why you are doing it. At any point of time, no matter how tiresome it is, putting this effort is worth it, you have to be a sureshot, you have to know at every point or step, the logical flow of things and how you are fitting things into a pattern, such that, in the greater scheme of things, it'll always make good sense, this means that you have to be very self assured about whatever you are doing, assured of what and why you are doing what you are doing. Consider it like a recipe. You can add whatever you want but then you aren't very sure about how the recipe is going to turn out. Yet when you know exactly what you need to put and you add that, then you know how your recipe is going to taste. This basically means that you have a sense of direction or you're creating a sense of direction. Of course you need a goal list. But first have a core plan. And also have key goals or core goals. Now, all of these key goals and other goals from the goal list need to be attuned to this core plan, and then have a general vision/understanding of how everything else in your life is going to fit into this core plan. Purification of the mind Reassurance Be open with yourself. Patience Focus.. Not losing focus Keeping a track Have consistency with yourself Reshaping the mind A goal list of course Readjustment to current paradigm and renewal of self growth Cleansing the mind

I think you're dealing with a turmoil period. Can be incredibly frustrating. You are showing existential crisis symptoms. You're possibly looking for a structure or framework or a launchpad in life. It will neither come easy nor will it come any sooner. You need to slowly build your base to grow from, your substratum. Take it easy. Don't be upset because of the frustration. This frustration is necessary for some time to learn certain skills and to learn acceptance of failures in life. People who bypass this stage think that life is always perfect and therefore they can never actually face life when things go wrong. This period of frustration and uncertainty is a necessary conditioning to be able accept life in its full form. So don't feel bad if you are going through this. One thing you really need to do is let go of perfection completely. There will be obsessive thoughts about perfection. Detach that thought. Don't wait for a perfect time or perfect day for things to be perfect. Accept the imperfection of a day.. Keep a dream board. Also keep strict focus all the time on things that are really essential for your growth. But allocate your time properly. Like for example don't use all your time to learn about life purpose or dating or spirituality. Dedicate certain amounts of time. Use your important time for job skills and health related stuff. Do not take everything at one time, as a perfectionist you might feel like time is too short, but take it easy, there's a ton of time. Focus on balance. Try to keep a proper balance between all aspects of your life. Don't exercise too much. Don't distract too much. Everything in balance. Also be very positive. Perfectionists might assume the future to be negative. Remove that negativity. Calm your mind with positive hope.. Think that everything is going to get fixed eventually. One of the problems that I can see in your post is that you are too attached to your life. If you are passionate person, this is expected. However being so attached can create a ton of frustration and can be a constant source of torment. So detach. Learn to let go. Learn to be free of everything. Have focus when you need it but during other times learn to be just be free of all thoughts. Otherwise they will consume you. So the key points are Focus Accept imperfections Dreamboard as a base or framework Allocate time properly Think using abundance. Think there is lot of time Keep Balance Be positive Learn to be free It's good to be ambitious. But I think you're taking a lot on your plate. I know it's difficult to draw a line. Let the obsession be in doses. So you are obsessed only when you need it to progress. It's like the saying "All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy" Right now you're on mental steroids. You are super excited to achieve everything. But slow down. It can consume you. Tao is very good for balance. When you have to take a break, focus on the break, not on progress. Never think that you are missing out on something. You are never missing out on anything, it's only a mind trick. Learn to break your mental pattern. When you need the motivation, let the obsession come back. Keep a cycle. A cycle of progress and a cycle of slowing down. This way it becomes rhythmic and gets automatically balanced out. Waxing waning type.

Whats the point of losing virginity if you are too lazy to date anyway. Wouldn't it just be a one time experience? You don't need a prostitute for that anyway. You can try friends for benefits or casual sex relationships with anyone who is willing. There are many kinky websites for that stuff. With Prostitutes, there's risk of stds.

The anime story of Drury Lane. Multiple characters represent multiple things. This character set is going to be made up of infamous plants. Water Hemlock (Cicuta maculata) ... Deadly Nightshade (Atropa belladonna) ... White Snakeroot (Ageratina altissima) ... Castor Bean (Ricinus communis) ... Rosary Pea (Abrus precatorius) ... Oleander (Nerium oleander) ... Tobacco (Nicotiana tabacum)

My journal for my anime fantasy. An escape from reality.

One thing I really want to be able to do is ABC automatic body control through the use of meditation.

I need to make a goal list