Preety_India

I feel like I have a volcano of intelligence growing inside of me. I'm growing non stop and sometimes this feels like a threat. Also my spiritual awareness is expanding at a much rapid rate than I can handle. It is causing me anguish and disgust. I think the more you grow in intelligence, the more you disgusted you get looking at the state of society. That's what I'm experiencing right now. I'm not boasting about myself. But I can see how society is engineered to fail all the good people. That's why I am desperately looking for a refuge from this spiritual crisis. It's too much spiritual knowledge for me right now and I need to be let off the hook. That's the reason why I suddenly started taking interest in Native American culture. It seems like I want to live in a teepee in the high mountains in America far away from all the bullshit of the world. I don't want to go to the Himalayas because I'm scared my own people will chase me and find out. This is a dilemma. I will talk to Andrew about this. There are some hills around my house. A little far but I can travel up there. When Andrew returns, I will tell him to build a tent for me in the hills near my home where I can live with him. Like a native American teepee. At least for a few days and enjoy some peace. I want relief from all the human drama and garbage of this planet. Phew!!

Here we go again... Please statistics are not everything. Please don't give so much weightage to statistics. Sometimes these statistics are made up by right wing political parties to serve their political agendas. Does every black person commit a crime? See how these statistics work? A lot of American statistics are simply not true. Look beneath the ice and you will see a system rife with corruption.

@Leo Gura omg, you're 6 2"? You must be walking on stilts if you are that skinny. Good for you.

That's good decision my friend. Going to your hometown will help you breathe and take your mind off the person. You don't need to make such sacrifices for a person who think they can't trust you. He is being very hurtful and unnecessarily Guilting you for nothing. He is not good for you. I have been through several bad relationships so I can easily read signs. Hope you are safe wherever you are. And take care. Blessings!!

Leave this guy please. He is mistreating you. You deserve much better. He is just hurting you emotionally. Break up with him forever and be done with him.

Blue Christianity will eventually vanish.. Btw, Jesus doesn't reflect blue Christianity. Some Christians just like to see Jesus through their own lens. Welcome green Christianity of the future.

America is way better. It's just that America gets a lot of flack because it's constantly under the scanner. All these rosy rosy ideas about other countries are so not true Other countries will easily stomp on human rights even at the slightest opportunity. In my experience, Americans were the best people on planet earth so far in all of my personal experiences with people all over the planet.

This is so sad

I was watching native American history videos. One thing I noticed is this comment made by the narrator 'native Americans look for spirituality in their daily life' This statement struck me and I was truly amazed and impressed. Most cultures create a system of spirituality. Whereas this culture keeps it humble and simple by simply looking for spirituality in the present moment. Nothing complicated.

From now on, I'm going to adopt full on native American style. I want to fully embrace this particular culture. I want to adopt the elements, themes and aspects of native American culture in my life. It suits my inner software. I've been fascinated by the Native American theme for some time now.

Some more labels Halloween house Coconut Grove Different themes and concepts for different labels

Banana succotash 2 Native American succotash recipe Savory Vegan Succotash · 35 min·Yield: 6 This recipe is AMAZING and will be the perfect side dish for that Holiday ... Ingredients 1/2 yellow onion, diced 2 cloves garlic, minced 1 red bell pepper, diced 1 tomato, diced 1 can green chiles, 4oz

Banana succotash 1 Native American recipes Native American Bread Pudding Yield: 6 Ingredients 1 cup raisins 4 cups bite-sized pieces day-old French bread 1/2 cup toasted black walnuts, coarsely chopped 1 tsp. ground nutmeg 1 tsp. ground cinnamon

Alk opium 1 I'm filing the above concept under Alk opium page 1 Omnia Altiorem I have a similar concept in my mind for this. Omnia Altiorem is about a stage of mind and spirit. Now I have a slightly different concept about the stage of physical things. How they will be in perfect Resonance with the universe and in perfect flow. This will accompany Omnia Altiorem.. Because Omnia Altiorem is about the mind. Whereas this concept is about the nature of physical things being in tandem with the state of Omnia Altiorem I will call it Omnia Actum

Alk opium 1 I'm filing the above concept under Alk opium page 1 Omnia Altiorem I have a similar concept in my mind for this. Omnia Altiorem is about a stage of mind and spirit. Now I have a slightly different concept about the stage of physical things. How they will be in perfect Resonance with the universe and in perfect flow. This will accompany Omnia Altiorem.. Because Omnia Altiorem is about the mind. Whereas this concept is about the nature of physical things being in tandem with the state of Omnia Altiorem I will call it Omnia Actum

Omnia Altiorem I have a similar concept in my mind for this. Omnia Altiorem is about a stage of mind and spirit. Now I have a slightly different concept about the stage of physical things. How they will be in perfect Resonance with the universe and in perfect flow. This will accompany Omnia Altiorem.. Because Omnia Altiorem is about the mind. Whereas this concept is about the nature of physical things being in tandem with the state of Omnia Altiorem I will call it Omnia Actum

Something along these lines

I need to start of with Voynich Manuscript. I also need to start writing my private journal to create drafts for this journal. Sometimes I have something in mind and I'm not quick enough to jot it down here In such a case the private journal will come handy.

Lol Dr Phil Bernie Sanders lol

This guy makes me happy like no other. Whenever I'm having a bad day or boring day, I watch his videos and I instantly laugh and it lasts for hours. Thanks to this guy for taking away my blues.

As I get more insights and ideas, I'll be adding them here randomly. I will have these labels marked by numbers to track them easily.

I will make a separate journal later when enough of these labels have been ready.

I'm going to start shuffling all my concepts under different categories or labels as I mentioned in some of the posts earlier. Starting with the Voynich Manuscript. Each of these labels will have a number to indicate the page so referencing will be easier in the future. Since these labels are just my creations and not related to me I will need a separate journal for these

I have tried to reflect on my most recent sentiments. Yesterday I was all angry about certain things. Today I'm trying to dissect my feelings and what I see is that maybe it's my low self esteem. Maybe it's my low self esteem that causes me to want everyone to be loving and accepting towards each other. Of course it's a good thing to want to have that. But it could be that I'm not able to accept hate. Maybe hate is a part of humanity just like greed.. Maybe high self esteem people just hold their heads high and don't give a shit if people look down on them or ignore them. Maybe high self esteem people don't even consider someone who is hateful to them. They just create their own future amidst the hate or non acceptance. I need to look at it this way too. Why should I want acceptance from everyone? Why should I pander to anyone who doesn't care? By rebelling against hate, we prove our own self worth? We prove that we don't need it and could care less if someone appreciates or not. It's so unusual how mental definitions can be changed and the emotions associated instantly change.