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Nothing wrong with meditation! Being in your mind is the dream!

Thank you! Give this a try, I'll give you $1k if you can accurately describe nothing!

Good luck Mario! ?

This is everything appearing as looking at a screen. You are searching for something else to happen, something that will fulfill the lack that is an integral part of existing. You don't exist already, this happening is without meaning or context. Whatever is happening is all there is, there is no final state to enter and that also seems to be the underlying insight of your trip. This is utter hopeless, but it is not in need of hope.

What do you need advice for? The only reality of the idea or feeling that God is meaningless, is the idea and feeling that God is meaningless. No words contains everything, but words can appear in everything. There is nothing behind the words, there is no meaning in the words, they are just what they are, words.

Hopefully you don't get enlightened then ?

You can't explain the fractals or experience the fractals. You and the world fall away and it is seen that what is, is an unexplainable singularity. From that absolute infinite void, everything is. This ordinariness of apparent knowable stuff is the void. You can't escape the void, you can't attain the void. There is no seperation between what is "now" and what is seen in the "transcendental". The fractals was seen here a couple of days ago. It is an absolute mind fuck every time, why? Because it is infinite and ungraspable, completely fresh and untouchable, it is everything. Seeing the fractals is not Liberation though, but it will surely mind fuck you. An energy infinitely more powerful than the largest star in the universe. This is just a silly picture of it, but it is literally infinite energy/boundless energy. I am surprised that it didn't fry my brain, but the body is still here.

You could fall over and die right now, the story is only pretend. God is a story, enlightenment is a story. Whatever is appearing is all there is. Take an apparent object and ask what is the reason for it. There is no reason for anything, this is free, it has no reason whatsoever to be what it is, it just is what it is. The individual wants a reason for itself, there is none. It's "inifinite" but "infinite" is pointing to this, you will never be satisfied with an answer. From what position are you going to get the full picture of everything? Every position would be everything appearing as that, wouldn't it?

I appreciate the love! Not really, I usually just let whatever wants to flow out, flow. If I can. This song is really made by no one, everyone is an artist when they're not there.

There is in reality no problem. This is already it, this is the essence, but that does nothing when heard through a filter of seperation. Happiness is already this. A shift can happen from the individualized solid reality, to freedom from need and a recognition that all is well. Notice how it's only possible to be happy now, being happy in the future is a story. There is really nothing for you to do, just be open to the possibility that happiness is here. If you keep putting happiness into the future, how will you ever actually be it? I think that there is a deep rooted belief in many that "I'm undeserved of happiness" notice that belief, notice that nothing is holding you back from being happy other than that belief. There is lots of stuff you can do to improve your state of mind on the relative level. Try this out: Smile. Maybe it starts of fake, but after a while you will feel a boost in happiness and feel more at ease in your body.

He's just playing his part. There is nothing superior in playing the enlightened being and nothing inferior in playing the homeless man. It is all the divine play, no better, no worse.

I made it yesterday. Had a ground breaking breakthrough, and this is a direct transmission of that energy.

What is longed for is to take a shit, eat a granola bar, drink a cup of coffe, look at the wall. Taking a shit is as infinite as being emerged in a fractal dance 13643 trillon times stronger than the suns energy. This already is all there is. Sometimes the energy takes ownership of what "it" experienced in "the transcendal", so when an apparent world returns there is a strong sensation of loss and "almost had it". That is why mystical experiences are a gift and a curse. This is freedom, appearing as this.

To the extent one is in the confines of the dream of seperation, is the extent to which one is choked by it's density/darkness. Light is all. Darkness is losing sight of that.

Enjoyed the vid. It's really impossible to say anything about this. As soon as you start typing/opening your mouth you apparently create a duality or a distinction between what is and what is. There is only one awakening, and it is this. Scary, when the unraveling of two unfolds. The voids eternal song.

@WaveInTheOcean Yes, the loss reveals the gift.

You're chasing your own tail. You'll NEVER catch it. You think you're running towards, but you are actually running away. You want peace, here it is. You want a safe and permanent position so you can finally say that you know what this is. You think the quest for God will give you the ultimate position, that is why you are chasing it. If God is truly infinite, total freedom, what do you think this is? You say you want freedom. But on your terms! If you could have freedom, if you could achieve it, would it really be freedom? If you could achieve it, you would be afraid to lose it. Would that be freedom? This is freedom speaking, this is freedom listening. Freedom is all. Can you see, that it is hopeless for you to look for freedom, because it literally is all there is? Even the experience of it being somewhere else, is freedom. Can you see that this "work" isn't a gain, but a loss? You missed enlightenment as soon as you believed it was real.

@WaveInTheOcean ❤❤

In my experience "the dark night of the soul" happened when the reality that I thought was real broke down for the first time. This had a huge impact because of the contrast between what I believed reality to be and the unknowability/uncertainty that was revealed. In "my" case, reality continued to fall apart and I was very disoriented and confused for months/years. I searched for stability and ground to stand on for so long, but the foundation had been revealed to be illusory. I can say that it sort of has gone full circle now, nothing really changed, but everything changed. There is no longer any ground to stand on, no position, just happenings without meaning. This would have been scary for me to conceptualize when I believed I was real, but now there is no one to be scared or afraid. There is just what is. You could say that there is an apparent process or gradual dying in the story, but what is revealed is that all that dies is something that was never real, so nothing really happens.

Exactly, lmao There is just no fucking way to "say" this. You can use cursive, underline, and bold text, but it's just a silly attempt to convey this, also known as "fuck all."

The absolute relative. Not-two. The collapse of all perspectives. A perspective is an energy interpreting what is to fit a story. There is no real perspective, there is no place to stand, to "know". No one is writing this, it is nothing. Infinite, so there is infinite possible interpretations of these words. That pure potentiality is what is.

Might be infinitely diverse and complex, but there is no one that needs to solve that puzzle, that is the dream.

1. Pick out an apparent object in your room and try to find it. Just stare at it and notice the energy of "not it". 2. All is here already, embodying and achieving a personal ideal is a dream of future fullfilment. This is the energy of "not it."

Beautiful, I've been watching a couple of ones and this one really got me tearing up. Extremely powerful!

There is difference between love and sexual attraction.