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@Pouya @Shadowraix do you distinguish between intuition and instinct? Can you write something about the two?

"yes. you know what, sexuality in witchery is only always about your sexual identity so is witchery... god mode is really different, so try to see through it. it’s good that you are done with it tsuki. it‘s your problem if you didn’t see it while it was flying. now it doesn’t anymore." I'm processing too. Lots of insights happened on my trip. I'll be talking about them in my next video.

"processing i said several times, it won‘t be easy." Can't wait to see the butterfly. Or will it be a coffeefly? "I CLEANED UP MY ACT FOR JESUS! Now here I am waking up at the witching hour again having discussions I shouldn't be having!!!" You know that men are so penetrating only because you females have this stuff hidden in the witching hour? HAHAHAHA Shit, I'm done here. Przepraszam, nie bij Marta!

"SEEEEEE??? You're way too easily entertained. I don't want to be a spectacle. It's deeply personal. " HAHAHAHA I never expected to hear that from you, the forum's Mary Magdalene. We're just dogs, Mandy.

"there are no masks the identity here is faceless. it was never supposed to be more than that. i fell into wonderland and forgot to leave." Then what's the problem? You surely know that there is no exit so why all the theater?

HAHAHAHA maybe I don't know? HAHAHAHAHA

Hahaha, if that's what you're planning then go on. You could go in the opposite way by making this place more real by showing your face. That would cut right through your masks without deleting anything. One fell swoop. Things are only as real as you make them. Only as sacred or mundane as you have them. That's what Mandy seems to be missing too. Masturbation is a part of witchcraft.

@now is forever You've been deliberately constructing yourself to your own liking? Haven't you learned that desires are fickle? @mandyjw hahahahaha you should talk to her, she might teach you a few things.

@mandyjw Hi. You know that I told @kieranperez that he's full of shit the same day he told you the same words? I'm sorry for not honoring people's fragility to protect mine. It always comes back.

I don't think anybody is going to hide your posts for you. The posts are not the problem. This place is already running through your veins, your soul is entangled with it. This is why it's difficult to leave. Freeing myself from my masks is never about smashing anything, or even taking them off. It's about a smile, laughter, the 'even me' phenomenon. It's shameless nakedness, having the audacity to not care.

Unconditional love is emptiness. Always receptive, always there for you when you need it.

@Pouya They are interconnected, the distinction is practical/arbitrary. I do not find it true that emotions are non-symbolic. They are their own language and go unnoticed most of the time. I tend to distinguish emotions by the fact that they emote me to action when I surrender. They are expressed through subtle (or not) body movements. Think dancing for example.

I'm still missing @Zweistein. She posted here a few days ago. I hoped she would drop by and say hi.

No video today since I'm on a business trip. I'll post one tomorrow if I get home at a reasonable time. I'll address your comment in the video @jbram2002 .

You're disturbing her. Let her do her thing.

No.

Great read and a touching story. I have a few observations, but I'm on a business trip so I'll keep them to myself for now. I appreciate the guts you gathered to share this. You will feel better I promise.

She's an oyster, she protecting her heart. I can kinda start to feel how that's wise. The world of regular people never ceases to teach me the simplest lessons.

@now is forever Am I blocked again?

@now is forever Please tell me that you're just fishing for love like Joseph did. Please stay.

@now is forever

Despite our differences, I wholeheartedly cheer on your efforts. I know how difficult this is. You're the man. I love the dark souls series. It didn't teach me to love pain. It taught me to watch my mistakes and try again. Strangely enough, I only make progress in it when I am playing for the sake of playing - enjoying the views. If I desperately want to get somewhere, prove something to myself, then it becomes a chore. Dark souls is a game where death is a given, and this realization brings peace that makes space for enjoyment.

Ahh, this stings. Sorry.

I'm sorry, but I'm done being a target for your projections. I'm not going to respond to this to avoid spreading pain. I'm sorry for laughing at you. You have your reasons for being the way you are. So does my wife.