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How are you feeling?

And yet, there is a sense of dissatisfaction with the awakening you have. You're still seeking. You are enlightened, but you're not there yet. You haven't seen all the tricks. The last trick is the genuine, perfect, divine humility of nondual non-doership. It is not a lie, a deception. It is a reward you've been given for your love. It's the embodiment of humility that has to be thrown away, which is the final sacrifice. The non-existent saint is the last devil. That is why hurting the body is a sin.

Then keep purifying yourself until it becomes it.

@mandyjw You are not the body.

No. Shadow work, meditation and self-inquiry is how you purify yourself to non-existence. Only then you will see God.

You will only see that everything is God if you purify yourself to the point of non-existence. Then, the devil's last trick is your humility, simply because you embody him as nothingness. The devil's prayer to God is the reason why there is something rather than nothing. Now, there is just nothing. Absolute infinity.

@mandyjw The Devil's last trick is humility.

Do you know what "real" means so that you hold on to claims of enlightened people about it?

I thought it was pretty simple. Once you throw away time, you have to throw out most of your ideas. Then, throw away space and see what happens.

Contemplate using a journal. Ask your question and write down the answer, whatever comes to mind. Leave it and read it later. Act on it. Later on, realize that it's flawed, but contains a nugget of truth. See its imperfections, the gaps, vagueness, things that have been left out. Write a new answer that incorporates the best of the previous one while removing the imperfections. Add new things that you've seen in the meantime. Act on your new answer. At some point, after you've been building your model long enough, you will see right through it, that it's been flawed from the start and tear it down. It's not a catastrophe, you've been seeing clearer and clearer and you were successful in the meantime. Ask a new question and contemplate it.

Learning how to learn is the most worthwhile thing you can do. If you can learn how to learn, then you can understand how to understand.

God realization is the exact same process in which you detach from your body and become nothing. Think in terms of purifying and humbling yourself to the point that you literally cease to exist. At that point, you will see that the body is not separate from God and even if it dies, it was meant to do so. The question of living, dying, immortality becomes insignificant in the light of the divine love of God.

No more questions left, that includes "am I enlightened?".

The question of reincarnation becomes meaningless once you realize that there is no time. Everything is, will be, and always has been you.

I read "From Fixation to Freedom the Enneagram of Liberation" by Eli Jaxon-Bear. It's a good tool to raise your level of consciousness.

No amount of polishing will turn a brick into a mirror. Meditation stills the monkey mind, self inquiry increases clarity, shadow work purifies the heart.

@How to be wise There are no personal-level explanations for intuitive processes. You oscillate because it is required from you to answer your questions.

I'm 200 pages in and it's very illuminating. I'm at the Zen model. I had the glimpses of this path before, one step at a time, but having this worked out like that is great. So now, I have to illuminate the Big Mind to dissolve the other. I feel a little excited and a little touched. Let's see how it unfolds.

Seems like you're learning to tap into the big mind. Keep going.

@Cody_Atzori Insanity is something that is established in relation to what society deems normal. Unless you express your inner experience in destructive ways, it's nobody's business what you're going through. So, it's only insanity if you're, let's say, murdering people.