tsuki

They are not random. They are divine. You create your own reality because you are identified with thoughts/actions/emotions. Create more separation and witness that they create themselves in a gargantuan tangle of infinity. Your mind is just a tiny speck, a peak, of god that you desperately cling to.

My solar plexus chakra is opening. Sincere seekers, RUN.

Insanity has a negative connotation that implies dangerous, unknown depths. It threatens infinite loneliness. This implication, its meaning, is a barrier that scares you away from silence. Do not adopt the mantle of an insane, vulnerable, warm person either. You are you and you don't need names for yourself.

It's a conceptual system, within thought. If there is thought, there's doubt. Ultimately, it has to crumble down to silence. There are no doubts within silence.

@mandyjw Love was a gift you needed to get out of the pit. It is not a weapon that fends the pits off. If you ever find yourself in one again, love will find you. I promise .

How did it feel to admit that? How would it feel to leave this memory behind?

@mandyjw I know, you're doing this out of love. Did love save you?

@mandyjw What's your point? That I'm ideologically non-ideological? That I'm egotistically against ego? That I'm thoughtfully thoughtless? That I plan to be in the now? How does that work?

Without thought or purpose, no. And still, have a body and be able to piss. And talk.

@mandyjw Ego is thought. Time.

HAS TO. Ohohoho. Just give me the popcorn already!

If there is a trap, there is striving. If there is ego, there is striving. Don't tell me that you felt that I'm undermining your teaching, gadfly.

Ahahaha OH MY GOD I CAN'T BE ENLIGHTENED BECAUSE I HAVE TO GO TO THE TOILET. THERE IS A ME AND THERE IS TOILET SO NONDUALITY IS FALSE. There is no practical life anymore.

@Zigzag Idiot I think that ambiguity can be weaponized by idiots.

@mandyjw I don't like how we ended this conversation, so I'm going to respond again. Physical body does not die upon enlightenment. You are reacting to your imagination.

How would I know? You launched with this barrage after I asked you a few questions: The fact that I claim that something is not true does not imply that the opposite is true. I never said that reality is in any way in particular. All of this is your stuff. You're welcome.

Oh yeah, here it is. The golden nugget. I'm not saying it's not real. You can leave this conversation whenever you want. I am not shaming you at all. I think you're cute. Not in a patronizing way, of course .

@mandyjw Oh yeah, we're back to implications and mind stuff. Short answers that can't be pulled on. What does freedom mean to you so that you defend it so dearly?

@mandyjw It does not sound pedestrian at all. What is the difference between 'can' and 'must'?

@Zigzag Idiot Oh, now we're talking . Now I get it. Thanks.

@mandyjw Stop focusing. Stop choosing. Light and dark don't fight each other. You are not their apostle. It is not only that you cannot choose dark, but also cannot choose love. It's not a choice. Love can take care of itself, so can emptiness. Hitler doesn't care what you think of him. Frankl too, for that matter.

@Zigzag Idiot Still agreeable. My wife is like that, but much less skillful than you are. When I'm trying to touch her shadow, it looks like she spreads thin, like a person that is stretched across the whole room. You sound like that when you're nice sometimes. Are you sure that you're not type 9? You are not a slow thinker, stop putting that spell on yourself to show humility.

@mandyjw You are correct in that light and dark do not need to be balanced, but it does not mean that you should choose one over the other. Choosing one end of this duality honors the whole of it.

@Zigzag Idiot I was hoping to invite you to open up, but you chose agreeableness instead. I'll take it as a no and not press any further. If you ever feel like it, I'm here for you.

You are not cringeworthy at all. I find that you are one of the most genuine people in here and I enjoy your company tremendously. In fact, I kind of look up to you and this is why I wanted to comment. The parts that I underscored sound like you are reacting to your past that you could work through. Like you are protecting something. This is not the place from your past. Nobody can hurt you if you integrate what you now consider flaws.