WaveInTheOcean

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  1. even though his criticism of Leo is very taken-out-of-context and largely false, he has some points, and it's healthy to listen to some criticism some times=)
  2. reality is *pushes a gong* and we won't give it a name.
  3. all the users on this forum replying to you are also just parts of your own being, hehe, its all one, i.e. you. Real and not real all at once;)
  4. psychedelics can be great teachers you then gotta put in the work your self psychedelics surely have helped me become more in tune with my emotions, thus also more loving I'd say yes
  5. Widen your definition of 'I' or 'you'. Maslow's breakthrough might just happen to be his death. There needs to be evil in the world, for the same reason that there needs to be conflict/evil in a movie for it to be a good film. It's all love bro, one day you will see.
  6. Psychedelics or a hefty meditation practice works to melt the beliefs down. The answer to your question is survival, and beliefs are one of its most powerful tools
  7. Nope, there is no logical explanation possible in language for your question. Thank god for that. Imagine if there were???!!!....realitywouldn't be reality anymore, everything would turn to nothingness, all mystery gone. The only answer we can give to the question is that you in fact are Leo, me and Trump, just as much as you are 'insert your own name'. And that you chose this experience of seemingly separate povs/selves for the thrill of it. Actually, Oneness is the case/truth. But this isn't something that can be understood through words or logic.
  8. There is if you imagine one:D In any case there is the 'Universal I' - that which imagines. But now we are putting a label on that which can't be labeled. It isn't a thing. It's just pure beingness. Rambling on...xD
  9. From a higher perspective, all that is going on is Reality/God/Love/Consciousness/Universe eating itself :->
  10. First time I took my sweet time to read your whole post. Amazing write-up, amazing story, amazing clarity. Your video on your YouTube-channel is also gold. Thank you for your contribution to this forum Nahm <3 What do you get if you cross Matt Kahn with Leo Gura? Nahm =D
  11. Well said. That's actually on one hand super obvious - but also a great mindfuck.
  12. It can't really be defined. But one could say it is the deep recognition that all is one. Or the deep recognition that what one truly is, is not a person/human being, but Infinite Consciousness aka God aka Love.
  13. Nothingness - Existence - Nothingness - Existence - Nothingness ... And so to infinity. A wave is made up of troughs and crests; and they always follow each other
  14. You could take a psychedelic or MDMA. Also nothing wrong with depending a bit on other's as in we need some social contact to be happy, enlightened or not. Since you're intp you're probably also ennegram type 5. Have a read https://www.enneagraminstitute.com/type-5 Our biggest trap is replacing direct experience with concept's ?
  15. God is God is always awake! Sort of. God likes to pretend he's deluded. All of the world is God manifested as that. Of course, many things, including songs, are like a mirror for God (you) to see her true nature as Absolute Infinite Love ?
  16. So are "you" - just by nature of writing these meaningless words:> Who's still in the dream of seperation? You said it yourself: there is nobody here. You are speaking to yourself as 'whatever you wanna call the ineffable'. ---- "The deepest awakening is Infinite Love" The deepest awakening/Infinite Love is at the same time: now / nothing / ever-present / what-is & 'my past DMT-trip' / 'my future DMT-trip/mystical experience' / something / hard-to-get / what isn't If "it" were either 0 or 1 , A or B, it wouldn't be. What exists only exists by virtue of not existing. I'll take an impossible shot: Everything is IT. Everything is God. Which is me, you, everything, nothing, Love, etc. However, some *perceived* part of 'IT' (even though there are no parts) are more "God-like"; that is: more aware of itself as IT. The parts of God not so aware of IT are deliberately designed to be so. After all, what all this can best be described as is by analogy of a game. Existence is playful. Life is a game. Play it how you wanna. The highest game is the one where you try not to play. Within the game it is possible to become aware of the game itself by doing certain "things" (i.e. just gaining experience through living life, studying, reading, reflecting, taking psychedelics, etc.) . This is what awakening is. However, everyone else playing the game rather unconsciously are just as much God/Infinite Love as you are. After all, it is all you, God, your way, God's way. Who's waking up? God. Who's asleep? God. You.
  17. You mean the lengths of playing hide and seek with Himself that God will go to are truly bottomless ? God: 'I am not God!' Oh, after all those struggles, the joy and ecstasy of Absolute Infinite Love finally "finding" Itself -- dissolving into Itself ???
  18. "Miscarriage is devastating. So difficult to understand. It’s like grieving in reverse: Instead of memories, you have hopes to hold on to. Who are you mourning? I believe in a soul - I have to now - in as much as something to represent the difference between being alive, or inert. The force that is at the source of every person, the fundamental burning core. That place inside us where, when we are totally alone and in darkness, we are all the same. And, being the same, never truly alone. This music was written in a blur after driving home from an abandoned tour in Germany to collapse inward in grief. I'm sorry to everyone I let down then. I can remember the hour or so it took to write only as a single snapshot from outside myself. It is dedicated with constant love to a life never lived. I wish we’d got to meet you."
  19. What is 'the human experience'? Where is it? What is it made of? Can you show me?
  20. I just took 38 mg of 2C-B 5 hours ago. And I'm not tripping any more, just after-effects. However, this 2CB-trip was the most profound of profound. I have woken up. Dno what else to say. Oh yes, I'm God. And everything is God. It's all me. Everything that has ever happened to me in my life was my own doing (as God). Same goes for your lives. It's all God. And I am that. You are that. That's all awakening boils down to: Either you realize you're God, or you don't. Either you remember it or you don't. You get it, ta-dah or you don't, ta-dohhhh. I have never cried so much as I have in the last 3 hours. Tears running down my face over how beautiful it all is. Seeing it's all me. It's also horrifying as fuck. What should I do now? I'm fucking done. However, I felt that God told me (that is I told myself) that my purpose is to help wake other ppl up. My peak experience on the 2CB-trip felt like a big puzzlepiece where all the puzzles just came into place. And it was the most beautiful and most profound experience in my life. I have never done 5-MeO, but fore sure want to. I've done LSD 5 times, DMT 10+ times (one breakthrough), Ayahusaca 2 times, and this 2CB-trip is my 7th. And the deepest of deepest. I'm 25 years old and have been pursuing spiritualiy/enlightenment/psychedelic-exploring/meditation for 5 years. Before my 20's I was a hardcore atheist. Yeah, ask my anything if you give a fuck:D I have to talk to myself through someone, it's nice. EDIT: It's actually a really thin life between "losing it" and staying grounded. I wish to stay grounded though. When you know you're God you have absolute free will. No point in losing it, although that could be fun aswell. (with "losing it" I mean acting out insane as that youtuber some weeks ago did. He prolly acted insane cos his ego wasn't aligned with God).