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@ttom thank you so much! This was super insightful and helpful.

@ttom Thank you for your reply and for asking. What I expect from life is less suffering. I have been on and off depressed for years, I have anger outbursts and my relationships suck. Basically a lot of emotional problems and I carry a lottt of pain. I want less of that. I have thought of the idea that I'm suffering because of my thought that I'm not where I should be... But even then I still think that I could be doing so much more...but then I think maybe I'm just being hard on myself. I just don't know.

If you've taken the character survey did you also spend the money to get their extended information on your specific strengths? I'm pretty tempted to but figured I would ask here first. Thank you.

I was doing soooooo well with reading my Values and Goals every day. Then I missed a day it took me a couple months to get that far. Previous attempts I missed days at 15, 7, 5. Feeling frustrated and don't know how I'm going to keep going.

I AM very hurt by life, lol.

@Leo Gura thank you soo much for the support!!

@Soulbass How did you make a chart like this?

I would come no matter where you went. I'm in Seattle

I recently bought Leo's Life Purpose Course and I thought it was changing my life. I had my life purpose and was reading it every day etc. Then a few days ago I had the stark realization that I have many narcissistic tendencies. Whether or not I'm a full blown narcissist isn't really the point, however with that realization, I began to wonder if all the self improvement work and life purpose stuff I've been doing is actually a huge narcissistic game I'm playing with myself and the world. My life purpose is "Using My Knowledge Of Creative Self Expression To Help Others Discover Their Unique Gifts" and I'm absolutely terrified that this is a narcissistic-fueled purpose. I want to help people be creative and to discover their unique creativity, but now I'm worried that the only reason I want to do that, is because it will make ME feel good. Has anyone else experienced any thoughts like this?