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Oh I did coactive coaching institute and loved it. They are well established and have been around for awhile which I appreciated.

When I first started having “awakenings” on psychedelics I was too immature to integrate or anything. But at my age I am very careful to pay attention to my lessons and do what I must to integrate them. Typically that means changing a part of my life so I really try to follow through with that as much as I can.

I have a history with not being able to trust myself, like I don’t believe my intuitions. But I’ve been learning to see that they are often right. So I look for evidence that I am trustworthy. If I have an intuition about something but I ignore it thinking it’s wrong and then it later turns out to be true, I use that as proof that I am trustworthy.

I love how you say you’re suffering from your desire to understand things better. Because that’s what will keep driving you. You can give up if you want. And I wager you’re the type of person to keep coming back.

People are actually really open to the word God. Especially within new age.

It should have a button right there for you when you click your playlist.

Fuck around and find out just kidding

It’s not worth it unless you get placed in those situations by the hand of god because you were homeschooled and severely sheltered from the world your whole life so when your parents get divorced and you’re forced into the “real world” for the first time he says “you need some life experience, try drugs. But I’m going to give you a very healthy fear of becoming an addict”. So you don’t become a methhead. But you still lose your mind to ecstasy and do psychedelics too young and end up suffering immensely because of your unconventional childhood and lack of support for the abuse you endured and end up being an outcast in your family because of the drugs and then you turn 30 and finally start to heal and everything starts making sense.

I’ve tried all “mainstream” drugs and yeah they give you new perspectives… I’ve heard shooting heroin is like being wrapped in god’s blanket. I was friends with methheads and my dear ex boyfriend died from heroin and yeah addiction is just a very very sad and dark place to be. There’s too much suffering in the world.

We have such little capacity for love because we are constantly bombarded with negativity, violence, self hatred. We are so much more focused on our own survival and making sure we stay “ok” than we are about loving and being kind. Next time you find yourself making something about you, thinking someone is “attacking you”, choose love, not retaliation.

Here’s what I’ve learned about life being hard as someone who has been grieving “the easy life” for many years: you can choose to avoid the difficulties or you can choose to try to overcome them. When it comes down to it, nothing will be able to replace the raw strength you need to overcome challenges. You can’t work around it in any way. It’s kinda sad but a part of life. Also, don’t worry so much about not being evil and instead focus on your good. It’s much more powerful.

Wtf

That’s so effing good I’m shaking

Yes!

I go back and forth with drug legalization. I mean weed is one thing I think it’s definitely less harmless than alcohol and while there are some arguments I could go down that say it shouldn’t be legalized and it’s negative effects I overall appreciate it is. Im just realizing how long this could get haha but overall I’ve been thinking lately that I’m glad drugs and even psychedelics are illegal. Due to seeing how I turned out, haha!! I am blessed, and at the same time in our world legalizing drugs would just wreck havoc—things would be out of control for so long and we just can’t go through that right now. idk that’s my 2 cents

The spiritual realm is not all love and light, easy to decipher happy times. Someone can be highly sensitive to energies and still be deceived. It’s a very very complex world and things are often(mostly) not as they seem!

Loving and accepting others comes from being able to love and accept yourself. The more you can look at very uncomfortable parts of yourself and say “I love you” the more compassionate a person you will be.

Good luck!!

You can try anapana which is just focusing on your breath moving in and out of your nostrils

I “hear” energy. AMA about energy or what I’ve learned about it since becoming clairaudient two years ago

It sometimes happens where I’ll watch a YouTube video of someone not acting and I’ll hear the energy yes. But not a movie that I’ve experienced yet. Yes sometimes. Like I’ll hear people in windows and cars that make a connection with me when I’m out walking or driving but it’s like this mirror type situation where me and someone else will make a connection and I’ll get a vibe that has a distinct sound in my mind. Just like how pretty much everybody can get an intuition on someone’s vibe but things are just much more heightened and acute than how they used to be for me.

Influence of course, but actually make anyone change no.

No I can’t hear dead people. How does it affect my daily life in what way? Yes they know. I experience energy as words and tones. At this point there are around 50 different specific energies that I hear pretty consistently just out and about but there’s hundreds different ones I’ve become aware of so far. If I’m in a shopping mall it is like an added layer of sound in my mind. Anybody that I connect with in any way I will hear like if we see or pass by each other. I’m a highly sensitive person so I guess?

I don’t use either. When this first started happening I actually thought everyone else was carrying energy but not me haha! But over time I’ve been able to see when I’m projecting certain things. Yeahh it gives me massive amounts of insight into how humans work. I can’t change anybody’s aura. This has made me realize there is nothing we can do to change anybody else’s actions. Any change someone goes through is completely self-motivated. Mind’s eye would be seeing something and minds ear is hearing it. Sometimes it is just my ego making things up but I’ve mentioned this a bit in my other responses but the way I can tell it’s real is the same way we can tell intuition is real and can learn what body language means.

Sometimes I hear animals. I haven’t encountered anybody that doesn’t have energy no.