I recently bought Leo's Life Purpose Course and I thought it was changing my life. I had my life purpose and was reading it every day etc. Then a few days ago I had the stark realization that I have many narcissistic tendencies. Whether or not I'm a full blown narcissist isn't really the point, however with that realization, I began to wonder if all the self improvement work and life purpose stuff I've been doing is actually a huge narcissistic game I'm playing with myself and the world. My life purpose is "Using My Knowledge Of Creative Self Expression To Help Others Discover Their Unique Gifts" and I'm absolutely terrified that this is a narcissistic-fueled purpose. I want to help people be creative and to discover their unique creativity, but now I'm worried that the only reason I want to do that, is because it will make ME feel good.
Has anyone else experienced any thoughts like this?
