Flowerfaeiry

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  1. Spirituality has the word spirit in it making me think inherently spirituality is involving spirits. Wanted to bring that here what do you guys think.
  2. Yeah, low-key, it is very weird that I broke down in tears about this because I do not agree with a lot of the things he said. I think that it’s because he has been in my “circle “for so long watching his stuff years ago.
  3. I remember years and years ago, watching his stuff and being interested that he was having the kinds of conversations he did and the way he did it. Challenging certain thoughts and it really got me thinking so he was a pretty big figure for me. Again, I don’t agree with a lot of the stuff he said or how he said it, especially, but it’s still a big deal to lose him.
  4. I legit broke down in tears and am currently processing. He was a big figure for a long time.
  5. I just saw that he died. I am quite sad. I remember when he would just post up with a little stand and sign. I didn’t agree with a lot of the stuff he said or how he said it, but I appreciated that he would have discussions about things others weren’t.
  6. You are exactly right my friend. Fallen spirits can teach you things and heal things, in exchange for keeping your soul chained to them. This is real stuff, it happened to me and I’ve seen it happen to others. All kinds of things open doors to these evil spirits and psychedelics and new age practices are no exception. You’re right on the money
  7. The fact that you think that speaks to the mass amount of deception going on here
  8. I did not physically see him. His spirit saved me. I didn’t do anything other than pursue him. Meaning I looked into the idea of him being the highest spiritual truth with an open and honest heart. A genuine desire.
  9. You can think what you want sister but I’m happy to have found the truth after so long. Bless you on your journey.
  10. @cistanche_enjoyer so you can check out my Instagram for more about me and my walk with Jesus. There’s basically a lot to say. I started pursuing him with an open heart a few months ago as a last ditch effort to solve a spiritual problem that started developing after several ayahuasca ceremonies. I was encountering a lot of darkness. And yeah he literally just saved me. Like one day was normal the next I was crying, so in love with him and everything he did on the cross for me. I turned into a Jesus freak literally overnight. I had a problem of idealizing suicide and bad depression even after years of spiritual work and trying to heal. Things would get better for a bit but then would get much worse and I would become more and more hopeless about life as time went on. All that was eradicated o v e r n i g h t. Like I wish I was making this up because then you guys would probably believe me lol but nope. It was Jesus. And yeah now as I keep drawing closer to him my life continues to come together in all the ways I wanted it too in the 15 years I was on the spiritual path but could never seem to get right no matter how much stuff I did. Laziness, addictions, self worth and confidence issues are all being healed.
  11. @Natasha Tori Maru uh yeah…if I had an awakening that showed me the awakening I had with Jesus was false then I would go with the more true awakening… as any genuine truth seeker should do imo.
  12. @Jowblob wait, what? Yeah humans corrupt things but that isn’t Jesus. I’m not trapped I’m actually freer than I’ve ever been
  13. @Natasha Tori Maru what specifically do you mean by my understanding of truth?
  14. Welp. Guess I’m fully awakened now because I have zero fear of death since being saved by Jesus. In fact I kinda look forward to it now. No amount of self realization was able to do that for me. It was all Jesus
  15. Did she get banned for talking about Jesus too much? What’s the story again? Lowkey I feel that’s about to be me 😅 I got my mod status stripped from me without any warning (I was thinking it was inappropriate for me to be a mod here at this point anyway but was surprised it was done without talking to me). If you don’t know my story I was into new age stuff for over a decade and in the last few months had a radical encounter with Jesus he healed me of my suicidal thoughts and started putting my life together and now I’ve abandoned all psychedelics and “I am God” thoughts and am a proud Jesus freak. Nothing disappointing about it to me. My life is much, much richer now.
  16. The Bible says we are made in God’s image but not that we are God. Seeing yourself as God is limited spirituality in my experience. But that’s not really something you can fully grasp when you’re still in that type of mindset.
  17. Hi. Some of you know me, some don’t. It’s been a wild ride 😅 But anyway, JESUS revealed himself to me like in a really radical way. I abandoned new age and now I’m a Jesus freak. Ok but what about the ayahuasca…? Well…it is intimately tied into my revelation about Jesus. You can watch me talk about it a little on my YouTube channel. The link is in my Instagram bio. But basically ayahuasca opened me up to the spirit world and all these energies. I became highly sensitive and in tune with spirits. Both good and evil. You might be rolling your eyes right now. Try to be open minded. The evil spirits showed me parts of myself that were broken, but in a malicious way. Being in tune with energies taught me about the world in a new, deep way. I tried protecting myself against the bad spirits through all sorts of spiritual protection methods because they were intense, and it became hard for me to function, overtaking my senses. I talk about this more in my video but long story short I kept trying things but the name of JESUS was the one thing that fended off the bad spirits more than anything else, I became more curious about him because of that and then one day I just got saved. Like I was literally a new creation just like how they talk about in the Bible. Make sense of that. Anyway that’s all for now.
  18. Hey now, I wasn’t shit posting don’t go down that trail kk?
  19. Guys guys guys I love you all ok I mean no harm. Just wanted to share what’s been happening lately.
  20. But I said “with all due respect” 😅 ehh look I’m not trying to prove anything here sorry it got to this point 💞
  21. They are not the most high and I wanted the highest spiritual truth.
  22. I’m not hallucinating visions of Jesus. I’m saying his name while under spiritual attack.
  23. Yeah and has been for 2,000 years? With what I’ve seen I’m not buying it. Theres something very very real here.