MarkusSweden

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  1. @Revolutionary Think Yes my friend, it is. It's brainwashing in the most cynical way. Even though no evil one has create it. It happened in an organic evolutionary way though out hundreds of years of school practice. Basically, every 'real' life knowledge threatens status quo in society. And threatens power and economical structures. So school evolved away from all important knowledge about life/society and trained to become modern slaves without knowing it themselves.
  2. Trust is very important. Happy you mentioned it. Thank you.
  3. Great post, the only part I don't agree with is the acid part. Womans tend to fuck up things because they don't listening to men and instead go with their own irrational emotions, in such cases, it's ok with a minor acid attack to their faces I believe. Specially if they repeatedly disturb their surrounding/society with their irrational emotions without first examine the contents of those emotions together with the an intellectual and logical mind of a man. Way too few sulfruic acid attacks against women in general at the moment I think. Acid is a very simple and effectful way to correct womans behaviour, since they care so much about beauty and don't like to spoil the beauty of their faces. If an acid attack to their faces will be a consequence of bad behaviour, then they will make sure that they guard their temper and irrational emotions/thoughts. Other then that, great post. (Hopefully people still 2018 understand and appreciate sophisticated sarcasm)
  4. @XYZ Sweden is the greatest country in the world, and Russia the worst, at least our mainstream news tells us this.
  5. Growing up I had a big ego, but I started to work on that early on. I love humbleness, compassion and altruism. These are all good concepts to contemplate and practice in order to shrink your ego. I've come a long way towards the transcending of my ego. Frankly I don't care if I live or die(although I love to live). I don't bother with success or other peoples approvals. I don't care about power or money, and I don't compare myself to others or judging anyone. Hence, I'm doing rather good so far on my quest for enlightenment. So, why am I not enlightened already? This is why.. every time I come close to transcending my ego to full extent and get a little taste of that wonderful impersonal godly consciousness, my ego jumps into the picture and judge that experience as EGO! lol You see how fucking sneaky my ego is? Ego doesn't judge me as an ego when I identify with it, but as soon as I come close to that egoless experience of God, the ego tend to label that experience as ego. How fucking ironic! You see the paradox here? Below is how the logic of my ego works.. Being ego = no ego Being free of ego aka enlightenment(infinite awareness) = BIG EGO Even though I understand the sneakiness of my ego, I can't guard myself from the attack that ego makes on me when I come closer to being God. Yeah, my ego judge God as Ego in a last attempt to survive. A last defence mechanism so to speak. Lol, it's almost cute how infinite pathetic my ego is. It turns truth inside out, like an inverse version of truth according this formula.. EGO = NO EGO GOD(aka no ego) = EGO It's so infinitely sneaky, my ego knows how much I hate the notion of ego, and of course it use that as a strategy to survive, hence it judge God's presence as ego in order for me to stay away from enlightenment and align myself with that toxic bastard! How to solve this puzzle? My ego doesn't even seem to be embarrassed by this pathetic attempt to survive even though I have exposed it fully. Ego is a sneaky parasite, I tell you, at least my ego is! Do you understand what I say here? If you do, please elaborate. Namaste.
  6. A random cell in my body is not aware that it is part of a larger structure, a being called Markus. A 'normal' cell divides into clone/daughter cells according to a certain biological pattern, and shortens its telomeres by every division until the telomeres are too short to protect the DNA and the cells can't divide further and eventually they die. Let's imagine that cells have some sort individual identity aka ego which make them work like "normal" cells as described above. Now imagine that a cell can become enlightened, and in doing so it creates an enzyme called telomerase, the "enlightenment enzyme" let's call it. This telomerase enzyme constantly rebuilds the telomeres of the cell and it's clones(which otherwise shortens naturally by every division as I mentioned above) So this enzyme allows the cell and its clones/daughter-cells to continue the division indefinitely without having their telomeres shortened. A cell represent one unit of consciousness before the first division let's say, and the awareness raise proportionally with the number of cell-clones(Metaphor). The enlightened cell can now go on faster and forever to divide into higher and higher awareness on a quest for infinite consciousness, since the clone cells have potential to grow to be an infinite number due to their telomeres never shortens. Now this is precisely what happens when cancer appear. Cancer cells are not thought to degrade. The enzyme called telomerase as mentioned above, that is present in cancerous cells, rebuilds the telomeres, allowing division to continue indefinitely. Could it be that when humans become enlightened and expand their awareness towards infinite consciousness, we might threaten some larger structure or being that we're not aware of, just as a cell in my body is not aware of Markus, and will eventually kill him if that cell become 'enlightened' as in this silly metaphor.
  7. @Leo Gura As you say in your recent video, "Ideology is the very opposite to love and consciousness" Isn't that statement enough? Do we need to dig deeper into it? In the end every ideology needs a strategy to gain power, and the language of power is always violence in the end. The game of power(ideology) is infinitely cunning in the way it cover up the dirtiness of the game in endless lies and false flags. Literary every conflict and war are born out of strategic false flags to benefit the already rich and powerful ones. Does it really benefit your followers if you dig deep into it? I know you are brilliant in covering topics outside of enlightenment/absolute truth/love. But ideology is literary the polar opposite of love and consciousness as you pointed out in your latest episode. I don't see the point. I regret bother with these kind of topics myself, we should be indifferent to it. It's not our game, let the evil ones have it. Just as truth is our game and not theirs.
  8. I don't tell you these things are fake. But ALL the so called evil deeds are fake in that regards that those who commit them don't know who they are. It's perfectly clear to me that it's impossible to do harm to anyone if you truly know yourself. You can't even lie, gossiping or judge other people if you know yourself. Sometimes when someone goes mad about something I'm almost chocked, I ask myself if they are joking because it's so obvious a role they play, an act completely separate from what they truly are, because I see who they really are, they are infinite love. It's really humours or tragic that they believe that the role they play is actually who they are. I remember my brother visiting me once, and he was judging a person, that person wasn't present, kind of ordinary gossiping, nothing special, just a harmless judgement that someone was a bit weird. And I was thinking he must be joking, since it's impossible to even have those subtle judgemental thoughts if knowing yourself fully. In a way you become naive when you truly know yourself, because it's so obvious what other people truly are, that you can't even imagine that they themselves don't know. It's the most simple thing in the world to realise what everyone truly are from enlightened awareness. So simple that you become blind to the fact that they themselves don't know who they are. So if someone threatens to kill me, it won't affect my love for them, and I know that they love me the same, but they are blind to it because they don't have access to themselves. They have manipulated their true being into a persona that they are not in order to cope with the world(happens subconsciously from early age). It's the persona that carry out the evil deed, but no one is really to blame for that, the persona has nothing to do with them, that's what makes it crazy, funny or tragic, whatever label you like to give it. So a man killing me is a man who deeply loves me and man that I deeply love as well. But my butcher identifies with a persona that I clearly see has no reality to it. If I was raped, I would feel completely calm about it, I might even find it interesting or enjoying. Yeah, it would be a bizarre and enjoying to surrender to a persona that like to rape me. The persona is complete fake in every sense, 100% fake. That's why you can't label it as evil. Same if I was cruzified, I would enjoy my perfectly calm nature while being nailed and spiked through my hands to the cross. And I would enjoy the dying process as well. How my lungs slowly give up after a day or two. If fact, just writing about it makes me exited. What a heavenly and interesting experience to meet with perfectly calmness. And I'm not depressed or anything, I deeply love to be alive, but no ego survival programs are running in my inner software. Somehow I can't stand knives and beheadings for some reason, I have difficulties to even watch those videos. I think it has something to do with the impossibility to valuate the situation in every given moment. If my throat was cut with a sharp knife, I can't valuate immediately if I'm still perfectly alright and is waiting for the next cut, or if my blood supply is completely cut of already. Same with my breath, first cut maybe feels like a harmless cut, either because it is a harmless cut survival wise, but it could also be that my air supply is already fully cut of. Not being able to valuate precisely what's the killing cut somehow scares me for some reason, the lack of control because the fact that the pain is not possible to explore and valuate accurate I think. That's probably what's scares me. But hopefully I will be able to enjoy that as well if it ever happens to me in the future. Not saying I want it to happen to me, but if it does, I would like to be able to enjoy that happening.
  9. They don't, but the idea of existence of thoughts exists.
  10. They do, but only as a thought!
  11. Yes, the absolute and the relative are the same. But at the same time there is no bridge between them, it's very tricky and slippery. I use be the happiest man alive a few years ago when resting in absolute awareness. My intuition, creativity and love was infinite. And that was perfectly normal, the most normal state you can be in, although it would probably be viewed as a state of mania from a relative level, although it was perfectly peaceful. Funny thing though, I've had the feeling that there was something that I didn't understand when I was in that absolute realm. I noticed that everyone was infinitely depressed in comparison to me. And that was because they were aware of the relative realm and they lived in the relative realm, where as I wasn't. I was infinitely naive to the relative realm aka suffering. It's true that God doesn't know suffering. I've noticed that I had to create fear and anger out of thin air in order to get back to the matrix, aka relative realm. It felt like a journey from heaven to hell that I did freely but somehow against my will also. Strange, like if I noticed that this absolute realm with perfect understanding and love wasn't meant for this world. I mean, language didn't make any sense, everything you can say with words comes from a lower level of understanding then the absolute level. It took many years of hell and violence to my consciousness in order to compress it to the mediocre relative level again. Like I had to carve out the persona that I was, but completely forget about. As I start carving out the persona again I start to slowly remember who I use to be. VERY STRANGE. You have to do some magic to travel between them, because they are two completely different levels of awareness, with no path or bridge between them. Like a radio with two completely different channels, and the frequency between them is a total hell, where nothing make sense. Yet it's all the same, impossible to comprehend. This thread was started as a purposely naive topic to provoke an interesting discussion. Sometimes we need to be the devils advocate to generate good stuff, maybe this turns out to be interesting. Have you traveled between the two?
  12. Before enlightenment chop wood, carry water. After enlightenment choke jerking. (Herrens vägar äro outgrundliga)
  13. @greggb Beautiful! It's very rare to read something that comes directly from truth. Your words are not special, but what's behind and beyond those words are. After a few lines it hits me that this must be your very first post. I've read like three posts during my time here that comes from truth, although many posts have relative truths to them, but your post comes from an absolute source, and these kind of posts tend to come from members who post for the very first time at Actualized.org. I know that the feeling you have is not joy, but it shouldn't be any sadness or angst either. If you like to, I can give a longer response to you that really hits home, you don't need it though, you're already home. And you don't need anyone to talk to. Let's assume I'm your perfect soulmate, our discussions/friendship could only be as good as your inner monologue, but probably not that good. A soulmate don't add anything really, other then finding out that you are indifferent even to people that understands you perfectly well. After an initial excitement and joy, you will see it's a dead end. To share absolute truth with a soulmate is like a given opportunity to correct a painting(if you get the metaphor), that opportunity is what generate the initial excitement. But you will quickly notice that you can't correct the paining to be any better then what it was before you met that one who understands you. At best, the painting will not be any worse. Anyway, if you like to me to respond other then this "stream of consciousness" answer, I will gladly spend a few hours to prove to you that I understands you, and that you don't need anyone like me. Sorry for somewhat broken English btw, language is not my skill, specially not second language.
  14. @Nahm @Faceless Thank you guys! Better then all the youtube gurus out there. Short, simple and straight to the point(as always)!
  15. @Jacko Never too late my friend! But you might be too wise, a lot of indoctrination and ideology is going on at collage, at least in the western world. It's not a place to think freely, Free thoughts are not that common as one might think it is.
  16. Perhaps it isn't. I wrote from intuition, from a stream of consciousness, I feel closest to truth when I do that, but that's no guarantee I'm right of course. @Anna1 , I heard a quote one time that stayed with me for some reason, it went something like this.. "There is no truth such as the opposite is not truth as well" So maybe I am spot on, but at the same time the opposite perspective might be true as well. Those catholic priests for example, those scum people should be locked up for rest of their lives, and they have nothing to do with my or your inner state of awareness, they are individual scum people that do evil things independently of us. At least that is true from a relative perspective and from our emotional perspective. Yet it might be a whole different thing if you look at it from an absolute perspective. Therefore it's tricky. Like truth has two sides to it, two explanation models so to speak, that both are equally true.. A relative side and an absolute side.
  17. Yes I know, good observation. That proves that I haven't embodied what I'm saying in this thread. I know it conceptually. But emotional and consciousness wise, I'm still far from knowing this other then on a mental level. Good point.
  18. Do you know when the book is planned to be released? Also, since I know you like JP and consume most of his contents, can you recommend anything in particular? Any book you like in particular?
  19. @StardewValley I share your opinions, I love animals to such a degree that I was once mad at a friend that chased away a little bird from our table when we was eating at a street restaurant, that little bird was cute and brave I thought. Always when I see clips from slaughterhouses I go mad. I become filled with hate. And of course I don't eat meat myself (other then fishes) Why don't you prove your point with a better video, these sjw's were totally crazy attacking peaceful fishermen. Those activists had no compassion or decent behaviour what so ever, they love confrontations more then they hate animal killers. Even Jesus was a fisherman who loved fishes. Why didn't you pick a slaughterhouse video instead? Are you nuts?
  20. @StardewValley Wut? LOL It's a fucking fish. I understand if that moron confronted workers at a slaughter house giving pigs electric shocks and torture. But a fucking fish???? Hahahahahahaha
  21. I use choking equipment which means that if I pass out it will be the last thing I do.. You have to be cautious and very careful when choke jerking..
  22. I've noticed that whenever I "let myself go" in regards to my behaviour some people tend to really love me, I guess they love my craziness, my "everything goes" attitude, my warm and spontaneous nature. But that only appeal to some people, others hate me for taking all the 'air', for taking up too much space so to speak and they view me as an disturbing element it feels like. Then I start to guard my behaviour, I go against my natural configuration so to speak and become less spontaneous and happy.The result is that I become 'grey and mediocre', no one hates me anymore, that's good, but no-onereally loves me either. Then I 'let my self go' yet again, and people start to love and hate me again. It becomes a strange loop one could say. Somehow love and hate seem so interrelated, almost as if they are one and the same energy. Almost like some proportional factor between them. If you are loved to a certain amount, then you are hated to that certain amount as well. Is this how it goes? Are there spiritual laws that governs our reality in this way? IS LOVE/HATE SOME KIND OF ZERO SUM GAME?
  23. Agree! Thank you @Nahm, you always put it in such a simple and obvious way. Can't believe how I and many others always complicate things so much. Life is easy when one let it be that way!