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Realizing that you dont really give a fuck about others when your ego likes to think you do is a good start. Makes it easier to swallow the ruthless pill. I mean, you dont really care about your neighbour a block down the street do you? So what makes you think youre so empathatic and nice? Im not judging, this is just a way to work with the shadow. In essence were just survival machines, no different from the parents we hate.

Or maybe THEY prey on you. Because they sense youre a push-over.

Can I donate 10% of my student loan to you and youll release me from my karma? Interesting. There is a whole study to this stuff, maybe I should look into that. Thanks for inspiring me. ?? From what I understand karma is just the unresolved whole (ego) coming in contact with the world and causing its own trauma to create mayhem. Like, laziness causes me to mess up for somebody and then that ends up messing it up for me. So I need to solve my own laziness. Also a lack of care for the students. Selfishness basically.

Im not an expert on this to be honest. I just think unabashed charm is like crack to women. Just like beauty is to men. And narcissists got that on lock.

Well, whats an orgasm but a reward?

I dont know who the Karma God is? Who should I pray to? Ganesha?

Narcissists are VERY charming though. Its not so simple as to say "Stop being attracted to them" I know thats not exactly what you said but... The narcissists are 30% at fault too, Its like if a woman just walked up to you and said "Lets fuck" Would you say as a man "Hm, let me consider" No haha. Narcissists are the same except they love-bomb you with fantasies of how great it will be together in the relationship, or even the parent-child relationship, I have experience with narcissistic parent. "Why are you attracted to tits and ass, be honest"

Haha. Thats almost too obvious.

That hit hard.

You mean theres more down the road?

Wooooooow. Thats ALOT of projection.

no.

•you needs to be thicc •you need to be a snack •you need to value direct experience over faccs

The plot thickens...

Youre not. Youre trying. That makes you not a loser.

How many have you texted. Properly. Be honest.

Keep going.

Check out part 1 too. But its more "depressing".

haha no! Im not a rapper! Thats Eyedea. I just like the song.

It would be hilarious if Leo took all these years and hard work to build Actualized org and in the end it was all a ploy to get a girlfriend.

Oh, man, I'd build my own hippie-ashram, no clothes allowed!

Its wonderful youre growing out of that! Big props to you! Some people get stuck forever!

The one time it wasnt clickbait...

Its way too elaborate to be a hoax...