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Scientific integrity: Barry Marshall, a doctor that tried to prove that stomach ulcers were caused by bacteria (H. Pylori) but the scientific community were against him and ignored him, he drank of petri dish of the ulcer bacteria himself to prove his point. It is now well established in the health community that bacteria (H. Pylori) causes ulcers. The balls on that man! https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Barry_Marshall

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They put some DMT in your vaccine.

She is getting more feisty, I like it.

I have realized there is no "point-like" observer, I am an empty screen, my ego is still very much alive though. What would be the next step, where to look? I do self-inquiry randomly throughout the day to amuse myself, not as a hardcore practice.

Good observation...

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You guys are like Zen masters, you say alot but nothing at the same time, why dont you just beat me with a stick already!

Blue: Im polite, quiet, I obey the law, highly moral. Lack alot of disclipine. Orange: Agnostic, knowledge hoarder, party animal. Lack alot of dating experience and a solid career. Green: I think Im almost fully Green to be honest. Yellow: Cognitively very integrated. Im not beyond survival though, I need to integrate more Blue to become truly Yellow. Also need to purify myself of my anxieties and fears of other people.

Im listening to some Spira. He is always helpful.

Forget verbalizing questions. Just look inside yourself at what you are. Youre aware all the time. Use it to your advantage.

Popping ecstasy and then doing my laundry.

Nothing has changed, I just see more clearly.

https://imgur.com/gallery/YAGpXPd

Green/Yellow

Great! If you live in a country with universal health care you should check out anything you feel worried about, its basically free.

Go to the doctor right away, blood clots can kill you, dude.

I have personal experience that says otherwise. But also, I havent done heroin but thats one of those special drugs that basically hook everyone, its too good for this earth, you wont escape its grip unless you have Godlike willpower which very few people have.

Shadow is certainly a part of all of Tier 1. You cant be truly ideological without reacting against something. Thats why introspection is so damn important, real introspection, not lip service.

Stage Green seems to have two strains, the hippie libertarian/anti-government strain and the more intellectual socialist strain, the former being more prone to delusion. Im more on the side of the SJW intellectual types side nowadays, the hippes have gone batshit.

Edit: Here it is

Theres an old documentary on Youtube about a black british guy who tried heroin for journalistic purposes and ended up addicted for years, its very sad, I might post it on the forum.

Either trolling or really really gullible. Cant believe some people fall for this.