Rilles

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  1. Ever since I was a child whenever I focused on something I enjoyed like drawing I would get into a place where I lost sense of time and really random thoughts would just pop up and I would notice them but not care about them. A very enjoyable state where Im totally in the zone, it still happens today when I make music. Is that what they mean by Flow?
  2. @Leo Gura Weed is not weak Leo, I dare you to eat some brownies, like, alot of them.
  3. There is no such thing as life, theres only you, if you dont like life you dont like yourself and vice versa
  4. @PsiloPutty hahaha im dead, find in a Bhik-hunny near your selfaware field now
  5. @PsiloPutty i live in sweden haha, hope to find me some sexy Zen Bhikkhunis in the monastery ohhh yeah, would you break your vows for me baby jk haha yep im a young boy but theres only like one Zen community in Sweden and i dont know if you can actually work/live there unless you own the place or something
  6. If my life still sucks at 30 then I’ll find some Zen temple in Sweden for real. But Im working hard to find bliss in everyday life.
  7. Thanks @Flammable! Dark night? Of the soul? @SpaceCowboy
  8. You think your experience was real, Im saying its just as real as any other spiritual experience. Debating over it is useless. I dont think that just because its in the brain means its not real, everything is in the brain apparently so thats circular logic.
  9. My brother and I have a duo, I produce and we both sing. Its electronic/triphop/indie-pop You can also find us on Spotify and Itunes
  10. @Jack River The dude abides...in non-dual awareness
  11. @pluto Nothing can cloud awareness, it can make you more jittery and scatterbrained though.
  12. Youre right, Watts was more of a scholar but he should have known better ??
  13. So did Alan Watts and Chogyam Trungpa had an alcohol problem which he most likely died from. Its pretty interesting to see how these gurus are just humans after all.
  14. Its not bad or good, read my thread about it i made a few months ago if you like
  15. I dont think it can be said in words, Ive stared at things for about 1-2 years now and to be honest all that is happening (for me personally) is that I see the object but its slippery, my mind tries so hard to say ”this is what it is” but it cant, its just intangible.
  16. He does it for emphasis, you decide whats the best for you. If you asked Leo right now its not like he would say ”Drop all the practices now” Dont be so stuck on Leos personality. Try shit for yourself.
  17. If you still eat eggs after this video youre not human LOL.
  18. Go search on Goodreads, just type in shadow work goodreads in google and see what comes up