Rilles

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  1. Its gonna be butterflies, butterflies with sharp teeth and machete swords cutting at you, i guess, ive never done it.
  2. Try it! Its blissful! If you want to know why you should meditate! After those 3 hrs youll know why. Btw, if youre a painter or artist of some kind, the images that come up while your sitting can be a huge inspiration for creativity, I saw a lot of mind-bending pictures that I couldnt have come up with by thinking. Infinite intelligence in action.
  3. One thing that really struck me is how silent it usually is to be alone, we just cant hear it because our minds our always too loud.
  4. Not necessarily, if youre told to look for yourself; is there a need to cling to that? just look.
  5. No , it cant be described obviously, you cant describe actuality actually No , anyone can reach it There is no obstacle, you need theory as a roadmap
  6. @Salvijus This is my micro-preparation hehe. I hope to join a retreat someday, I even tried to keep a vow of silence today lol.
  7. @PsiloPutty Yes! Exactly! I remember in 2016 when i first tried it, 10 mins of sitting was like torture, now im like... really? this is pure heaven, i actually love the buzzing sensation in my legs that appears when im sitting really still
  8. @PsiloPutty i gave myself an hour, but i realized its too much, good for a first time, next time ill probably go for 30 mins
  9. but moon777light!!! there is no brian
  10. haha you think you would get the books wtf man
  11. Watch The Holy Mountain and feel your ego resist the weirdness.
  12. Because truth is too hard to stomach, ego is afraid that it wont be able to handle it, all our lives we have been indoctrinated to be afraid of just a tiny bit of insanity or weirdness, the ego just wants to keep the ”world”, what if the world dissappears, then what? Where are you gonna place your feet? what happens when the people you love and hate arent people anymore but something ineffable, you get the point.
  13. Who is people? Ive never met people. Is he a nice guy?
  14. Dont aVOID the VOID! Swim into yourself! You cant escape! EnjOI!
  15. This song always makes me ever so thankful for this miraculous reality! ??
  16. When you start meditating you look for all these effects that seem cool, they will vanish eventually, just focus on awareness. Ive seen hypnagogic images, colors, felt spinning sensations, fallen asleep, heard pulsating sounds and you know what? It hasnt mattered at all, what really matters is the insights you get.
  17. notice the resistance, find out where it is located, sit down and meditate on the resistance, bam! youve tricked your mind
  18. @Charlotte Hhaha yes it is! Get well! Thank the body for sending out its stormtroopers! ??