Rilles

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  1. Yeah reading all the posts about people freaking out and my ego bringing up a bad weed episode i had many years ago has brought up some doubts for me... But meditation has helped my ego so much though... Choices man... I dont know if i wanna suffer some ego-backlash for 10 years to be truly happy...
  2. Maybe it was a tangent in some video... Could be any video tbh...
  3. My ego gets pretty fragile when I meditate nowadays...Guess its part of the journey...You wanted a deeper connection...Well now Youre connected...Maybe not in the way you wanted, you can see alot of different things through a microscope.
  4. Thumbs up if you what Im talking about.
  5. Hm...interesting...I’ll definitely look into that!
  6. Yes but not a fully non-dual experience, unless youre really fucking high
  7. Just remember the caveat at the end of the movie though...
  8. @Baotrader Yes! Youre back! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ This is a proud day! The rest of your magical life is layed out in front of your feet my brother!
  9. What is death? Why are we afraid of it? What happens when we die? Different cultural perspectives on death?
  10. Huuuh what a mindfuck, thats gonna require some pondering
  11. Yeah just a year of meditation for me and thoughts dont carry much weight anymore, i just notice them and keep meditating. Theres hope for you Butter!
  12. Starving is not an addiction. Im willing to give a buck to someone who doesnt change the world but lives a decent life.
  13. Life is consciousness. Its not happening to you, its happening to everyone at the same time. A realization I had. Pretty kuuuul
  14. Lol these made me laugh so hard! Good share
  15. Lol! Yeah I could... although I doubt Leo is starving without a roof to sleep under. Could do it as a thanks though, good idea.
  16. Sweden is already pretty well off... I want to reach further... But I can do both.
  17. Thanks! Thats why Im checking in with you guys???
  18. Check out the book Real Magic by Dean Radin, it has exercises for doing magic. Its pretty short and concise.