Rilles

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  1. That acceptance and love is limited. There are certain that are okay to do in a society/family/circle of friends and then there are things that would make you get cast out. So even something as pure as family-love is not that pure after all. If your favorite dog goes rabid you shoot him behind the barn to put it bluntly. But I guess Love with a capital L is not the same.
  2. Theres a joy in finding out, if I knew now then life would lose alot of meaning. Off to the work! Thats a great contemplation! So that means I’ll be nothing forever not knowing I was nothing forever and then coming back as some being of infinite choice? Thats actually the best answer to this paradox, thanks! Now to realize I am that...
  3. Good point. I think as long as you dont choke it too much youre okay. Most people on here are so young and filled with hormones. A little fapping is not gonna kill them. Were not talking smack here (pun intended.)
  4. Im also addicted to pooping, eating and breathing. Please help me. In that exact order.
  5. The problem is you dont know if there even is an ”outside world” you cant prove that because youre always living as a subject. Who are you gonna prove it to? Yourself? If you prove it to someone else does that verify it? No because thats outside you too.
  6. Because youve been shamed to think sexuality is dirty and low-self and you dont even know why. Stroke your friend with all your might. Grab your dick and double-click. Have a life though, once a day is fine.
  7. If you as an ego knew youd be reincarnated that would spoil all the fun of life. Life is exciting because it feels terrifyingly REAL!
  8. So... if Enlightenment is just ”brain stuff” then what is your current reality? Not brain stuff?
  9. I eat pasta made from 100% from lentils or any other type of bean
  10. I dont do psychs but I still think this would be an interesting topic
  11. You can be Stage Green without adopting every single value. If you want to have one love for the rest of your life then do that! Its more about core motivation. Blue is about keeping together your society through rules. Orange is about individual pleasure and success. Green is about love and connection.
  12. something you can ask yourself is why am i procrastinating? what can i learn from it? am i stressing myself up for no reason? could i actually give myself some time and be patient with this instead of stressing stressing do it do it do it now? where are you going? whats your hurry?
  13. Oh! I was looking forward to a Sermon this morning. Guess I’ll be doing Contemplations in my Cloister instead, Amen.
  14. Ive seen it. Im one of the few. Now Im fully Enlightened. *heavenly choir plays*
  15. Honestly I dont care if its channeled or not channeled, its so damn profound either way.
  16. So make a video on Shadow Work already!
  17. I did actually! Great book! The thought came to me that maybe I was about to astral project before I woke up and the wavey feeling started. I dont know...
  18. I woke up at 2 in the morning after going to sleep, with weird sensations: It felt like some sort of really violent ”mental” waves of energy (thats only way I can describe it) was going up and down in a loop from my chest into my face every 5 seconds. The waves were very quick and violent lasting for about 0.5 secs. I tried to control them but it was impossible, if I went in to the sensations I felt like I was getting more anxious about it, I tried to do some mindful breathing but that only helped a little bit. It became more intense if I closed my eyes but it still happened when I had my eyes open. The timing was like: Waves of 0.5 in length lasting for about 5 mins occuring every 15 minutes... After about an hour of this I felt like my body was buzzing with energy, not a stressful energy but a really loaded energy like I was a battery or something. What was this????? Ive been meditating quite on and off for 1.5 years. This is how it felt