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"Im absolutely disgusted by this but I have this feeling" paraphrasing. Im just saying if he deals with this he may never have the feeling again. I once did a Shadow exercise on a feeling of being Bi and it has never bothered me again. I was like "okay maybe I am doesnt really matter much" I let the feeling express itself in my body and that was it. Our society has taught us to repress alot of negative feelings and call us bad for having them but repression often creates a dangerous backlash.

I think you should delve into that Shadow you have, in this case being a pedo, whatever you suppress will keep nagging you. Im NOT saying act anything out but be truthful about what you actually feel and let yourself feel it. Journaling is a great tool for this.

You would never know they are conscious since you cant step in their shoes. A rock could be Einstein for all you know.

I agree with some and disagree with some, kind of tired of debating, I still dont think Steve Jobs was Yellow, maybe some in the cognitive sense but I think we will see much much more Yellow entrepreneurs in the future. Thanks for making me think though.

http://spiraldynamicsintegral.nl/en/yellow/ I never said there should be total equity, I said a truly Yellow person would build a sustainable/ethical company. Not giving a crap about Chinese workers because a little kid gets his iphone is not Yellow, thats Orange with some Red. Yellow is about creating a life while stepping on the backs of others as little as possible. To do this you need to be very very systematic and sacrifice alot of your own pleasures. Also rejecting Green is not healthy, youre supposed to integrate it.

Very Stage Orange with some Green, he didnt have much real compassion for people, when the Foxconn/Apple suicides happened he didnt really seem to give a shit. A Green/Yellow person would find a sustainable solution to the problem. Theyve integrated heart/compassion from the earlier Green stage.

this is so interesting, tickles my Yellow fancy alot! ? fresh insights! that ending ?

Either get lost in excess materialism until it gets so empty you want to lay down and die or actively try tons of Green "activies" to get your mind to open up, I would do the latter.

You stared into the abyss...

call the dalai llama and smoke some 5meo with him

why?

Stages are not binary, do your research. You can be blue green, in fact you can be the entire damn rainbow. You will have a majority of your values somewhere though but if you went to prison now you would be Red in about a week, otherwise you would die.

Oh... the portal to Infinity... For sure.

But what about for clueless stoner kids who just play around with psychedelics? I know a guy who thought ego death was the same as contemplation lmao.

have you gone through the all of the books? twice?

Fear Hierarchy Goal Accomplished! Looking at strangers in the face. I can safely, calmly stare a stranger on the street in the face now. I realized my thoughts about what could happen were preventing me from doing that. Ive seen through the thoughts! Im free! Now only 10 more goals to go. ??

When you step outside the bubble of excess materialism it becomes a parody of itself.

be aware of your perception and realize yourr not them, keep doing that over and over, things will eventually get very mysterious...

Alain is still pretty Orange himself but this is a very Green even Yellow way of thinking about Orange. Status/money/materialism/fomo

thank you universe for nostalgia, it gives me an appreciation for my limited time on this earth and how beautiful and vast life is

Shadow work journaling was a blast so I want to start writing a journal of everything I am grateful for, in the past and present. Probably won't follow any particular structure, just my heart and write anything I feel grateful for on any particular day.

haha! I am grateful for you being who you are! thats all you can be! "Today you are you, that is truer than truer, there is noone alive that is youer than you"

Let go. Be so present that 1 minute feels like 10.