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I feel significantly better during and after 5meodmt than MALT in terms of body load MALT always makes me feel like the body is made out of an uncomfortable prickly molasses that's just my subjective viewpoint though.

bro red+blue flavor is literally unfair

If you've ever watched porn and you had multiple tabs open, that's a glaring sign that you would enjoy having sex with multiple women. It's always these same monogamous "I love my wife" mfs who have a history of extended gooning You're right that introducing and keeping multiple women in your life long-term is a recipe for drama and annoyances. You must have extremely strong frame and high expectations for the people you give your time to. If they give you shit, don't be anything more than FWB and don't give them your time. If they really give you shit, stop seeing them completely. But girls in general love men so if you can anchor them into that innate state of affection that they already have, it's it's an upward spiral.

A modern "harem" doesn't necessarily mean that you have an elaborate ring of girlfriends. It can be a simple as 1 girlfriend + 1 fuck buddy (and they are both aware of the other, but do not necessarily have to be introduced to each other) Any man in 2024 can arrange 1 girlfriend + 1 fuck buddy if they have attractive outcome independence, strong communication, and honesty And if you are greedy, you can have more, of course. There are resources on how to set this up and you can talk to many guys who actively live this lifestyle.

tl;dr: "ur gay" that's so fire

The feminine "deception"/indirectness/inconsistency (chaotic being) is a terrifying power. It will lash out and react on its own. It will also heal and reward on its own. She cannot be controlled. A feminine woman will never be 100% "truthful" or "honest" to us men in the colloquial sense - her sole loyalty is to the whims of her inner Goddess. And it's our job as men to love that with all our hearts. Scary indeed, but doable. Takes strength.

Heh, story of your life

Similarly, we could say that: All women are deceptive foxes Most women completely deny that they are a fox, and pretend to be a more pleasant animal, like a cute kitten. Repression. Some women love the fact that they are foxes, and wrap men around their fingers to control and extract commitment, resources, etc. But then there are some women who know they are cunning foxes, but pick their targets with care. They use their deception for the greater good (maintaining social harmony, helping people to surrender to the present moment, to divert attention to beauty and peace, etc.)

Tl;dr: All men are wolves with sharp teeth. Most men pretend to not have teeth at all (repression; stage green) Some men love the fact that they have teeth, and they run around eating everything they see (actual rapists; stage red) But then there are men who know they have sharp teeth, but they choose not to eat indiscriminately. They use their teeth for the greater good (building structures, connecting people, leading movements, protecting women, etc.)

I actually unironically suspect this, so it's already been digested Which is why I would hope to meet a girl who has tamed that aspect of her lying/deceptive psyche, as you would hope to meet a man who has tamed the "rapist" aspect of his psyche Correct! Well said. Yes, this has caused me much turmoil I've had this conversation with myself many times, taking both sides. By now I've accepted it. But I can understand why others will not. Great analogy though, I see your point. Yes I understand If we assume for a second (hypothetically) that I'm onto something - we would say that a lot of men are repressing their "rape instinct" (stage green); another handful of unbecoming men are embracing it and causing lots of harm (stage red/orange). But that's not the full picture. With more self awareness and self acceptance, a man can acknowledge and unchain his "inner rapist" without allowing it to corrupt him and become destructive. You can picture this as a form of sexual transmutation or high-level embodied shadow work. That aggressive, dark, demon/beast energy can be wielded for good. As you maintain that there are brave and valiant men throughout history - please understand that these men are simply "wielding" their "inner rape instinct" for consciousness and unity rather than selfishness. That's the key difference - but the actual substance is the same thing: that raw, assertive, conqueror energy is the bedrock of YANG, deep within the heart of every masculine entity. I've been calling it an "inner rapist" for the reason that its MO is to impose its will onto the universe without seeking permission from its environment. That is the true spirit of a man. Thus, every man has the latent potential to be a rapist, that is, a desire to act his will without seeking any permission from his environment. How this manifests on the physical plane is infinitely variable, depending on his degree of self awareness and self acceptance. He could be a literal rapist, or a greedy CEO, or he could be a loving father of two kids, or an honorable firefighter, or anything in between. As Emerald used to say - the ideal man is like a Lion coupled with a Lion tamer. Or even as you've said, the ideal wolf is a good wolf. And I agree! I'm just saying that all wolves have sharp teeth. Even the good ones. A woman who gives herself to a man is trusting the wolf not to devour her. And a man who gives himself to a woman is trusting her to trust him not to devour her (many of us are scared of our own power; and a trusting, sincere, open, feminine woman is like a blessing from God and a reminder that it's OK for us to have fangs) Only if the rabbit is prioritizing self preservation. That's OK, I understand.

my only "cheat meal" is chicken with butter or nigiri sushi

I'm 1m80, 75kg, 1000ng/dl testosterone. Diet is grass fed ground beef, eggs, white rice, pomegranate juice Jason is 1m76, 80kg, 1000ng/dl tesosterone. Diet is grass fed ground beef, whole milk, eggs, white rice, pomegranate juice, beef liver, atlantic salmon

I sleep with anyone I perceive as hot, but to be a woman I'm "dating" (aka emotionally invested in), I need to be impressed by her character. I don't mind her sleeping around, but I'm unimpressed by lying. If she's a consistent liar, the most she gets to be with me is FWB.

Hmm fun question! Nope, it's impossible to "cheat" on me because I don't demand sexual exclusivity. I find mate guarding to be a waste of time. People deserve to make uninhibited choices moment to moment, and if a woman wants to stay with me over the course of several years, it'll be because she has truly chosen me day after day. This mass-hallucination called "cheating" literally doesn't exist in my reality and I feel for people who continue to infuse that construct with significance. @aurum Great answer as always.

Hahaha why did I bother

The reality is that red still exists in major parts of the world, sometimes side-by-side with green. So you're both correct in your own ways. More poignantly, red and green can exist side-by-side within an individual man. So it's not as clear cut as "men don't rape" or "all men are rapists." The truth is in the middle. I would say most men are empathetic non-rapists who have a tiny fraction of their soul which desires to rape, but is vehemently repressed and stamped out (it never really goes away, but we act like it's not there). But in general I can see that you have rose-tinted glasses in the way you view men, from the way you deny our core hunter instinct and our history of conquest and war crimes (which doesn't magically disappear from our subconscious just because we live in a green society!). If you want to do serious research into fucked up male psychology, look up the south korean Nth room incident on telegram, especially the doctor's rooms. And currently they have a large scale deepfake epidemic as well. Rotten Mango youtube channel has good coverage of this. But I don't particularly recommend going down this rabbit hole. It's extremely disturbing and will cause guttural reactions in you. But this is, in some sense, the "true face" of men whom we both love and hate. Those south korean men are really no different than a man in any other western developed country. It's just a matter of environment and circumstance and degree. Real life is just like the Lord of the Flies, where civilized and reasonable regular humans will turn on each other when survival is at stake. Truth ain't pretty.

Curious to hear what relationship format you advocate for. Do you have a traditional monogamous marriage in mind when you say "serious relationship" with "heart?"

I've actually measured as low as 5mg per red microscoop for MALT HCL. It's just too uncertain - so at this point I don't really think of doses as mg but rather # of scoops

I'm not looking forward to evolving

I literally didn't realize that "sex tourism" involved money lol. In my naive mind everyone went to SE asia to get laid with hotties organically by being attractive LOL It's a rough world.

still chose one woman above all others EMOTIONALLY, yes. Sexually, no. I PROMISE he was banging the maid on occasion, and of course that is left out of history books and folklore lol. And discreetly banging the maid on the side does NOT diminish the true love he has for his chosen one. This is unequivocally true but a lot of women (and feminized men) have trouble accepting it because of thousands of years of social programming. It makes zero sense for an abundant, attractive, desirable man who wants to have sex with hot girls to suddenly NOT have sex with hot girls just because one woman is a cut above. That's like you really learn you love pasta one day and you stop eating all other dishes forever. Makes no sense. No matter how much you love pasta, at some point you're gonna crave something else, and that's not a problem. You can eat the whole buffet and still cherish your favorite (if anything, that variety provides quality contrast and further elevates the allure of your chosen dish). Men with testosterone can uncouple sexual desire and emotional desire in clean halves. It's perfectly logical to love a woman, have mindblowing tantric sex with her, turn off your emotion and have caveman sex with her hot sister who you barely know. That's how men think and feel, and we would all do this if it were socially acceptable and celebrated (and the sister was consenting ofc). The reason you don't see this kind of free-for-all debauchery is because - who you can or cannot have sex with is highly controlled in society, and implicitly so. Nowadays you wouldn't dare touch the sister of your lover, much less a stranger (even if SHE was making moves on you!) because that will upset your lover, and you don't want to risk social backlash. But if you were the king of the universe and nobody had any say over your lifestyle choices, of COURSE your lady's tantrums wouldn't stop you. Is that sexist? Yeah probably. There is an inconsiderate element to hyper-masculine sexuality (which is precisely what makes it dangerously attractive lol). But sexual relations has always been an all-out war. "The good men who wouldn't do that" are all domesticated, for better or for worse. Yeah that's dumb. "Institutionalized" "policies" are oppressive and psychologically damaging to girls (OBVIOUSLY. I don't think anybody is advocating for that??) You are raging against monarchs past who had poor spiral development (purple/red/blue). Nowadays in developed western nations (orange+) women will retaliate loudly and a man's selfishness will NOT fly (and this is a good thing!) so you are preaching to the choir. Therefore in 2024, the harem has to be compatible with free will. The girls have to organically and authentically choose you (month after month; year after year), without coercion. No way around it. This puts enormous responsibility on the guy to actually be desirable - but that's the fun of being a man! Beggars can't be choosers, and tyrants are cowards. Let the ladies have as many dicks as they want. Free market capitalism baby. And yes, you can still build authentic love and commitment even with this dynamic. Plenty of people have done this already, I'm just reporting the facts. If you are talking about outdated "institutionalized" "policies," then yeah. But regarding a modern harem where multiple women willingly choose to stay with one man long term (without coercion), any woman has the potential within her to enjoy that arrangement with the understanding that she also has the free will to date multiple guys (if she so desires) How long have you been sexually exclusive with this man?

I sharply inhaled diabolical word choice my guy my reaction proves your point but these girls can never understand

The "But" needs a lot more emphasis with this crowd. It doesn't count unless you're already sexually quenched/never had sex drive to begin with. It's the difference of a wimp avoiding a fight vs a master martial artist avoiding a fight. Yet the wimp will always spin a self-serving narrative about being at a higher level of development than he actually is. These lonely "spiritual" guys are always first in line to proudly castrate themselves and renounce sex and act as righteous. Just go have sex man. Come on.

Who's gonna tell her about human history?

Such a refreshing take. Can't help but smile back!