RendHeaven

Thank you <3 I really liked your musical improv moment in the middle. I've replayed it at least 10 times. I was tempted to duet it, but I haven't found the time yet. The way you just pulled out the harmonica as if that were totally normal weirdly inspiring.

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Lol, it amazes me that the dude I addressed was wonderfully playful while everyone else is trying to police my humor https://www.wikihow.com/What-Does-the-Skull-Emoji-Mean I apologize if I hurt anybody.

You beautiful genius

idk man some ppl there seem pretty happy ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Haha this will age poorly. I'm sorry I offended you bro There we go Thanks friend!

You look like a circumcised penis with pubes growing in the wrong place ???

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1SWxTWjleATTk83coSn28ABlTKzBhVklMnC0YjRSjhlk/edit?usp=sharing This is not my writing, but nonetheless you're welcome >:)

Yikes lmao That's your immaturity on full display right there. God is all you've ever wanted but you pretend otherwise... I've thought this for 5 years now. Glad I'm not the only one Start NOW. Otherwise I'm gonna take over and dominate this niche You got this, stay strong.

If it's that easy just keep doing it

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You're not FEELING into all the hurt you've endured. Take a breather, sit down with yourself for just a few minutes every day, and confront yourself. Maybe put on some soft music. Try to "reach back down" into those dark places in your memories while standing firm on your current high-ground. Relive your past, become who you once were all over again, but knowing simultaneously that you're so much more now. Literally take on that same hurt you once felt, but in the present moment. Like, reach into your memory, extract the pain sensation and allow it to course through you. And then realize, personally, immediately, now, how much you've been through. And realize how that pain is both in you but also not in you. The hurt is both perfectly real and unreal. Can you get in touch with that intuition? Not just intellectually, but can you feel how your past is both life-defining AND nowhere to be found? Feel how that is both melancholic + triumphant at once. Look at "your" reflection in the mirror. Is that you? Maybe. Maybe it doesn't matter. Is the reflection smiling? frowning? puzzled? neutral/cold? Acknowledge it. Look how far it's come. Be proud of what you see. --- If you feel nothing, do it again. And again. And again. And again. And again. This might take 5 minutes or 5 years. It depends on how willing you are to FEEL!

Quick selfie. I never take selfies, ever, so this feels real weird. (But - it's here as BAIT so that YOU check out the link in my bio) (I am pulling ruthless, egotistical, stage orange marketer 5D chess moves rn) (You see, I got around the "no self promotion" guideline with ease) (...and now you're curious whether or not you want to be ?)

Starting to share something personal publicly is always the weirdest feeling. I've always kept quiet about my personal life - pretty much forever. I've never had a social media account. I still remember opening my journal on here back in 2020. My girlfriend at the time dumped me and basically I was crying out for help. That's an obviously "weak" move, but nobody called me out on that. The word has our back, after all. Good luck

Nah in all seriousness though: This is the way ;] Love u bro

Maybe practice with your homies? ?

When you personally realize "solipsism," no, there is not.

Love the vulnerability here. Stay strong. I had this last night. This might be an insane take, but I find the hollow feeling upon waking up to be more special than the dream. There's something so nostalgic for me about having nobody else that's there for you. It always gets me passionate about being there for myself. One day you're gonna look back at this moment with such fondness haha. Hey, the poor lady has to numb her mind to feel at ease with herself & the world. You do not. ?

somehow, we all trip on this same conclusion growing up lmao

Yeah I'm not surprised no girl wants you, the energy you give off (from just 1 paragraph of text!) is so depressing, I'm willing to bet my family's dog that IRL every woman you speak to feels that negativity but x1000 amplified. Women are in some ways like mirrors. If you're negative, she's negative. If you hate yourself, she hates you. But that's a great thing IMO, because it means that if you're positive, she's positive. If you love yourself, she automatically loves you. It's on you to take this feedback seriously and to strive to be better. Ultimately nobody else will save you. If your response to what I just said is to argue/debate or to get more depressed, please seek professional help. You can't get the help you need from this forum. But, if you feel inspired to work on yourself, to become more positive and loving, I'll go as far to get on a call with you to address your communication skills + energy.

this is my favorite vid of yours

You're assuming separation

there literally is no death, speaking strictly matter-of-factly. this is very obvious.

This is pretty crazy and awesome to read coming from you, I love seeing your open-mindedness in action. I think my first memory of you on this forum is a little debate we had over whether or not a video-game centered life purpose was high consciousness or not. I think I argued that no, video games are too inherently attention-trapping to be a medium of genuine spirituality while you argued that yes, high consciousness can be brought to any medium. In hindsight we were probably both myopic. Obviously there is no right or wrong or high or low here and we were probably both right from our own POVs. But it's just cool to see your shifting stance overtime. And of course my stance has changed drastically as well, I no longer have the desire to "argue" for any particular worldview.