Leo Gura

Yes, you can want truth. It's actually very important in this work. But you must be extremely careful not to confuse your egoic wants for want of truth. Wanting actual truth is very rare. Mostly when people say they want truth they are lying to themselves. They have confused egoic ideas of truth with actual truth. The problem with wanting truth is, since you don't actually know what the truth is or means, how can you really know want it? Even so, it is possible to want truth simply for truth's sake. But that means stomaching the costs to one's ego. If the truth would kill you, would you still want it? If not, then you don't really want truth, you want a fantasy of truth (AKA, you want falsehood).

Running and managing a healthy high-consciousness institution is a full-time job. More than that, it requires the commitment of one's whole life. It's not an easy thing to do well and requires enormous levels of development. I am not developed or conscious enough yet to do this. Nor are most people here. I recommend you focus your energies on developing yourself before you get too carried away with transforming the world. The videos are designed to be an efficient and cost-free way of learning. You don't really need a brick and mortar self-actualization institution. What you really need is do the inner work. Which of course no one wants to do. Going to a school and passing tests is not it. The whole trick with this work is that it's so delicate and personal it cannot be easily institutionalized. It's good to have a sense of life purpose that inspires you, but you must also be very careful not to get ahead of your skiis here, or you will easily create a cult which will hurt lots of people. I have deliberately held off from growing Actualized.org into a big institution. The impulse to do it is always there. But my higher wisdom says No. Making a big organization leads to unconsciousness and devilry.

It's usually easier to develop the cognitive line versus the other lines. So you can be cognitively at Yellow but you're not actually able to fully embody it, you're just thinking from it whereas the bulk of your life and emotions are run from Orange. Why listen a lot to my videos you will start to think from Yellow, but very likely your embodiment will very poor, at Orange or even below. Such is the nature of doing this work through YT videos. You're always gonna know more than you can embody.

@Knock Said the devil.

@Tom T Living in a cave is not as easy as it sounds. It will basically feel like hell. And I doubt it is sustainable for years at a time because you're gonna run out of essential supplies like food and water. You'd have to plan it out very well and you'd have to select a spot which has sources of food and water. I know some yogis, for example, live on coconuts which grow nearby them. This kind of thing is easier to pull off in tropical countries I think. It's much more realistic to live in a small remote cabin which offers heat, small kitchen, pantry, toilet, shower, etc.

Good, you're getting closer. Still not there yet. But these mild trips are all necessary stepping-stones to the final mindfuck. You are doing great.

@Dorotheus Great work! That's what I want to see more of around here, not all the keyboard-jockeying.

Covered this topic extensively in my video: Making Sense Of Paranormal Abilities All of this stuff is well-documented, if you'd just get off your ass and do the reading & research.

@Emerald Sounds like you've never been with a guy who knows how to turn a girl on. Most guys suck at sex, so it's understandable. But a guy who knows what he's doing can give you an amazing orgasm just through text messages, never mind in person.

By that logic you cannot do anything in life, because there is always zero evidence to support something until you do it. How do you know you can become a millionaire? By doing it.

It's not so hard to do all that. Just visualize the prana as an electrical fluid flowing up the center of the spine and hitting each chakra quickly along the way. What is so hard about that? Your sense is vague because this requires months of practice to get is sharp. Even moreso than visualization, I would literally try to FEEL the prana shooting up the spine. FEEL it, and it will become a reality soon enough. This is a case of mind over matter. Don't sell your mind short.

You say this now only because you happen to feel good right now. Let's see how you feel when your dog dies, when your Mom gets cancer, when you lose your job, when you get into a car accident, when someone steals your stuff, when you start to age, when your health deteriorates, when you run out of money, when you have to face death. You have no idea yet just how much life will make you suffer. You feel good right now, but that will definitely not last. Wake up!

@Jkris He was deeply enlightened.

@Serotoninluv Osho came along to disprove your narrative 91 Rolls Royces

This is a total lie. That person in actually unhappy 95% of the time. Be ware of how you are so miserable in life you are too unconscious and scared to even admit your own misery. It is impossible to be unconscious and happy. Period. Ironically, it takes consciousness just to realize you are unhappy. As but one example, notice how you constantly live in fear. Every day of your life you have a constant cloud of fear and insecurity hanging over you. Fundamentally you feel incomplete and incapable of facing life. Fundamentally you feel broken, not good enough, and unlovable. This is not something that happens occassionally. This is the theme of your entire life! Just take a look, if you dare Do not fool yourself into thinking that any external material acheivement will ever change the above sitution. No matter how much money or sex you get, you will still be afraid, broken, and miserable. And eventually you will want to kill yourself because nothing you try will fix it. That is, unless you know about spirituality. The devil lies to himself that he is happy being a devil. Therein lies his tragedy. If only he would admit he is a devil, there would be hope. But he is too blind and arrogant to see it. So he continues living in his own self-created hell, calling it heaven.

Hero With A Thousand Faces was one of the best books I read as a teen. It had a big impact on me and I still have fond memories of reading it. But don't expect it to be super practical like a how-to book. It is abstract, high-level wisdom which takes real thought to implement.

You can grow from Hitler. Everything is grist for the mill if you have a genuine intention to grow.

Paranormal abilities do not work like that. They are not so precise that you can use them that way. It would be like asking, "Can I use my intuition to win the lottery?" No, but you can use your intuition to create a billion dollar business. Stop thinking of paranormal abilities as material abilities.

Hence the beauty of plugging. The dose is as precise as an IV injection. And you get 5-10 minutes to get yourself comfy for the blast-off. And the come-up is silky smooth, yet strong as fuck at a decent dose. And it lasts way longer, allowing for much better contemplation and integration. It also has no nasty smell or taste. I will verify it with N,N-DMT and let you guys know, but for 5-MeO-DMT and 2C-B it works amazing. Folks who aren't plugging are really missing out on a beautiful thing.

@9 Yes, palms up, although it's a tertiary matter IMO. There are all sorts of mudras you could do.

Finding a comfortable sitting position is very important. I would say, just find any sitting position you feel comfortable with which allows you to sit for a solid 60 minutes with minimal discomfort. Right now I've changed up my sitting position to using a Zen-style seize bench with some extra cushioning. So for the pranayamas and breath of fire I am sitting on my knees using that bench. The Mahamudra is done without a bench obviously. That's what I found works best for me. You could even just do it using a comfy chair. Again, don't let technical details get in the way of your core practice. Once your core practice is established you can always fine-tune it, change positions, add stuff, remove stuff, etc. But you need the core practice ASAP.

@axwell Not yet Just get both versions of your substance (freebase and HCl) so that you're flexible in how to administer it. Don't let practical minutia get in the way of your spirituality. A breakthrough is always worth it.

Lol, making it all about you, eh? What a devil

There is no you to protect. Your question is predicated upon egotism. You are looking to survive. But there is no survival from the Absolute perspective because the Absolute cannot be killed. You're not getting yet that death is impossible. The only thing that dies are illusions, so there is no problem -- unless you're identified with being an illusion -- in which case you've got a BIG problem. The solution is to change what you're identified with being.

Because falsehood cannot survive forever. Truth always prevails. How can God not be God?