Leo Gura

Yes, it is a real problem. There are more techniques and teachings than you can study in one lifetime. Once you sample a handful, you gotta pick the stuff you're going to commit to. It's like speed dating. The point is to find a good match and then get married. You don't keep speed dating forever.

Mostly existential issues such as the sense of going insane or losing one's mind. That is especially problematic until you realize that there is no material reality and that everything is Infinite Imagination. And a few times the trips just felt "off" for some unknown reason. Like they had a bad, negative body vibe to them. I'm not sure why. Maybe it was interference from certain medication I was taking or just something in my mind going sideways. And sometimes if the dose is too strong, material reality melts so much that it can become scary in itself. In total I've had maybe 6 "bad trips" out of 80+ One I attribute to early arrogance and too high a dose (with mushrooms), which led to sense of going insane One I attribute to interaction with a medication I was taking (with LSD) One I attribute to eating some food right before the trip (with 5-MeO-DMT) One I attribute to simply very deep existential insight which creates such deep mindfuckery it becomes uncomfortable (with 4-AcO-DMT, although I don't really consider this a bad trip) One I attribute to a panic attack reaction upon first time taking 5-MeO-DMT, fearing it might be terrible One I attribute to taking a new research chemical which had an awful body load Some other trips were uncomfortable or shocking, but I wouldn't call them bad. And in the big picture, all of them were necessary and perfect for my growth. Especially my worst trips. If you get a bad trip, that's God trying to teach you a lesson. You only have to figure out what the lesson is and obey it next time. Then the punishment stops. For example, you dose too high because you are cocky and aren't patient enough to ramp up doses, God punishes you. You learn your lesson and never do that again. Everything goes smoothly. If I dosed less carefully I would have a lot more bad trips. Moderate dosing is crucial.

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It was that way basically from my first trip. But the clarity has now skyrocketed to the point where every trip is insane levels of omniscience and universal insight. It took maybe 50 trips to start to get comfortable in the psychedelic space. The mindfuckry of those initial 50 breakthroughs is so strong it obscures the clarity -- as the mind struggles to understand what is happening to it.

"It's hard to get a man to understand a thing when his job depends on him not understanding it." -- Upton Sinclair A perfect example of how ideology, survival, and self-bias work hand in hand. It's hard to get a Wall Street guy to understand the evils of Wall Street.

Your craving for sex isn't transcended simply by withholding from sex. Denial of your sex drive only doubles your problem by adding on an additional layer of guilt and self-hatred. The sex drive is not an addiction in the same way smoking is. The sex drive is still there even if you stop. It's more similar to hunger. It's also not unhealthy, like hunger, unless you take it overboard. The sperm your body generates is going to leave your body regardless, so you certainly aren't "saving it".

Google around for polling on abortion and Roe v Wade.

That's how it is for me on any psychedelic every time.

In every case go with Consciousness, Truth, and Love. Those require effort. Until they don't.

Of course I was generalizing about the hardcore conservatives. Moderate conservatives are more open to a compromise like I prosed. In fact, we have reached a reasonable compromise decades ago with Roe v Wade. A majority of Americans are happy with it. Outlawing abortion would be anti-democratic as only a small vocal minority want that.

Feminine and masculine are also ultimately one and must be integrated.

Each cactus plant has different potency due to how much sunlight it received. So you're rolling the dice on each new plant. More sunlight = more mescaline

Good! What's even more of a mindfuck is when you realize that anyone who has authority was given it to them by only one person: you!

Dude, those are your relative standards. Ain't not mystic or guru gotta follow that. The basic spiritual principle you're failing to follow here is: non-judgment. By judging Mooji you actually reveal yourself to be less conscious than him. He probably wouldn't judge you. Of all the people in the world you could be harping on, you choose Mooji?? He has helped awaken more people than you can count. How many people have you helped to awaken?

Hehehe.... That's the whole trick. Money is survival. Business is survival. If it wasn't for that, LP would be easy and everyone would be doing it. The whole trick to following your dreams is that you also have to be extremely pragmatic about it. You can't just dream shit up, you have to make it fly in the real world given all the limitations and restrictions of the real world. In other words, if you want you dreams to be actualized, you need to find a path for their survival on the material plane, otherwise they will remain merely ideas floating around in your mind. The hard part of life is creating a material thing which can sustain itself and yet still not be so evil as the destroy everything in its path. To actualized your dreams is not much different than creating a baby, expect it's harder because now God doesn't do it automatically for you. Now you have to engineer it yourself and you must make sure it can survive. Now you are consciously playing God. What kind of God will you be? What kind of monstrosity will you create?

You are not going to learn to be a life coach online. This is something that needs to be learned face-to-face. Serious coaching programs usually cost $5,000-$10,000. Such a program will teach you most of the basics. But even then, your ability to earn money is not guaranteed. Being a successful coach requires knowing how to run a small business -- because that's what coaching for pay is. So you will also needs to develop business and marketing skills. Then you'll have a chance at success. Being in India makes things a lot more complicated because the level of development of that country will probably look down upon life coaching. You could find ways to make it work but you'll have to get creative and innovate to find what solutions are needed by the people in your country. Realistically I'd say your first step should be to find a way to study aboard. Then maybe you can return back and build a business there. Research online for various coaching programs. I did this one and recommend it: https://www.ipeccoaching.com They offer a training in Singapore. But it costs about $10,000. But if you think about it, $10k for a career training is actually very cheap. A university degree would cost you a lot more. At least in the US. Not sure about how it works in India.

There are ways to work behind the scenes, but if you're going to contribute to the world in a meaningful way then naturally people will come to hear of you and your work. Don't think of it as pursuing fame. That's silliness. Rather, you're just executing your vision for the world and whoever hears about it will hear it about, it shouldn't bother you. And probably you want your work to touch many people, otherwise what's the point?

I advise you guys stay out of occult practices and rather focus on core consciousness work. Awakening and self-mastery is what you really want. Pursuing the occult with an unmastered ego-mind is a recipe for problems.

Online dating is a very specific thing. Everyone is there with the goal of hooking up. It's the online equivalent of a nightclub. That's not the case with Facebook, Instagram, YT, forums, etc.

Blue vs Green again: The conservative girl is unable to wrap her mind around the idea that gender is a relative mental construct. So to her the idea of something other than the traditional, black & white man/woman roles does not compute and seems absurd. Blue REALLY struggles with issues of relativity. They just don't stomach relativity because to them the world is absolutely as their beliefs say. This is also a good example of how the mind projects. The conservative girl's mind thinks that it can make others look foolish when really it is projecting its own foolishness as a denial mechanism so that she doesn't have to deeply question the groundless distinctions that make up her worldview. But also notice how stage Green (the TYT hosts) are also unable to understand where this conservative girl is coming from. They just think she's a fool, when really, her mind is simply not yet fathoming the relative nature of reality.

The distinctions you create are what enslave you. To become free you must surrender them. You do not need to create a story around porn in order to decide not to watch it. You can simply decide that your vision for your life excludes porn. If porn makes you feel bad, then let THAT be your reason, not its lack of reality. You don't need to say that rat poison is unreal in order to decide not to eat it.

@EntheogenTruthSeeker You need to distinguish between parroting stuff others say versus becoming directly conscious of it for yourself. Were you directly conscious of it or not? Forget what Jim Carry or Leo say. I cannot speak to your medication issues, I'm not a psychiatrist and I have no idea what you're taking or why. I suspect you may be on these medications but really you are spiritually gifted and the medication is suppressing that in you. If you have a spiritually gifted mind don't expect others to understand what you're dealing with because they are in a different reality relative to you. Your job is to figure out how to harness your paranormal abilities. Regular doctors and psychiatrists will not understand and they will give you improper and even harmful advice simply because they are spiritually clueless and they only see your case from the materialist paradigm. Sounds to me like you are a shaman in the making, but society and your parents have been leading you astray from your destiny. It takes a lot of soul-searching and inner work to harness your unique paranormal abilities. This usually involves a great inner struggle. Watch this video:

Precisely! But lucky for you, you are not really a human, so for you it is possible. But takes some work The crazy are the ones who deny Love.

Unconditional Love is the highest wisdom. Ta-da! What great luck that Love and Truth turn out to be identical!

@EntheogenTruthSeeker The first. That writing is full-on enlightenment. What were you on?