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Not a good plan. It's far too inefficient. Better to spend 3 hours on the weekend to approach 10 girls in a row. Learning these skills requires building momentum. Your first approach is going to bomb most of the time, especially as a noob. You can't learn effectively that way. It's like saying, "I'm going to lift one weight, once per day, for 2 years."

This is not what this forum is for.

I may have gotten covid already. Not sure. Hard to tell.

Not good long term.

You don't want a breakthrough on your first trip. Go with 1/4th square as he said. You can always trip more later. 300ug is A LOT. It can mindfuck you real hard. 150ug is a solid trip that will mindfuck most people. A breakthrough is a very serious thing. You don't need one right away. Slowly build up to it. Sub-breakthrough trips are still highly beneficial.

You're missing the obvious: I gave you the money, and you gave it back to me, since I'm you, and you're me. So here we are

Don't screw around, use DMSA + ALA if you want to detox properly.

Oink Mu

If you consume seafood, take 3 pills of activated charcoal with your meal to soak up the metals. Not a perfect solution but better than nothing.

@BlackMaze Feel deeper into it. Embrace the sadness. The ignorance of others is something you need to embrace as part of yourself and the existential tragedy of reality. This sadness has deep spiritual significance. You, as God, must realize that even God cannot save a devil who refuses your help. And to love that devil in the face of that is the highest Love! You haven't mastered Love until you've learned to love ignorance in all its many and ugly forms.

I am just you

@Shaul My Zone of Genius is not creativity, if you see the course. Maybe it is for you, I don't know. You'd have to get to the rock bottom of it. Creativity is a very broad thing. I highly doubt you're gifted at all forms of it. Vague generalities are not your friend here. Force yourself to get specific and precise. You can loosen up later once you have something real solid.

Absolutely. Visualization is crucial. It is the most powerful tool for achieving anything.

Maybe it could, if you wanted to study and teach creativity as meta thing. But other than that you should hone it down some more. In what unique way do you want to be creative? << That's what you should be racking your mind over.

It's Infinite

@Phyllis Wagner As with most things, you can use it for good or for evil. Same with investing. Not that I'm a huge fan of landlording, but most rentals have market rates. You could price your rental reasonably or even slightly below market and still earn money.

Dude, you are applying for largely unskilled labor. You don't need to compete hard to get those jobs. Nothing is preventing you from landing such a job. This isn't rocket science. Besides, you already landed one such job recently. You only lost it due to Covid. You are not thinking straight because you are in fear. You need to adopt a more positive and empowering mindset. Well, that's true of most employers. But then again, it is no one's job to care about you but you. YOU think that! They are just doing business and looking for competent workers. That is a problem of your own making and you need to work on that every day with positive visualization exercises. Envision yourself being successful despite your doubts and fears.

Be careful. That could just as easily be stage Blue.

Mercury is not necessarily a vaccine problem. There are many ways to get mercury without vaccines.

Real estate does not have to be unethical. I recently bought a house. I don't see anything unethical about that. You can also invest somewhat ethically in certain stocks.

No There is not necessarily such a correlation between high consciousness products and bigger budgets. Not sure why you link these two things. Many low consciousness things require huge budgets, and vice versa.

@Hanna Luna Don't let people gaslight you that you should stop doing what INTP's love to do. That is a very common thing in spiritual circles. They will gaslight you to stop thinking or asking questions. Of course getting lost in theory is also a common trap. Traps everywhere.

Because your consciousness is still disconnected from Infinite Love. You will always feel you don't have enough as long as you aren't Infinite. Because the truth is that you don't have Infinite Love yet.

I just can't

Sounds like she is just stressed or doesn't have her life together. In this case it is your responsibility to decide whether she is right for you and to communicate your needs and expectations to her. If her life is so chaotic that she cannot make time or be in the mood for sex on a regular basis, then that's really her problem and your job is to find a girl who is at your level.