Leo Gura

This is a horrible idea. You will lose that money and then you'll be double fucked. There is no investment that can reliably return 17-22%! The best you can expect from Wall Street is 10-15%. And then you gotta pay tax on top of that and there is inflation. If anyone is promising you a 20%+ ROI they are scamming you. That kind of ROI can only come from being personally involved in running a business. And even then most businesses fail. The best money managers in the world only aim for like 20% ROI. Aiming for anything higher will end up backfiring and losing you money. There's no free lunch. Stop expecting to leech value. Even if you could get a loan at 5%, I still wouldn't do that to invest in Wall Street. A credit card loan is an automatic loser. Only idiots take out credit card loans.

Of course you did. You are Infinity and I've always been you.

Sit at home and contemplate.

Lol You imagined Jesus.

Firstly, congrats! It makes a difference in the relative domain of human survival. Don't be dumb when it comes to survival. Survival requires making choices. Find yourself a boyfriend who shares your spiritual values. Create the life you want. Have standards and values. Be wary of idiot compassion.

@Arugoel The answer to your question is: Become God-realized and you will understand.

@Arugoel Check your direct experience which is true.

You are God dreaming. There is nothing but your dream. You dreamed up Bernardo Kastrup and everyone else. Idealism doesn't go far enough.

Loss of hope

Don't overlook the possibility that maybe you do suck with girls.

You assume there is a difference between self/other. That difference is something you're imagining.

So what?

Of course

It's most likely your diet. If you seriously clean up your diet it should improve a lot.

That's how the whole self-help industry works, from Tony Robbins downwards.

HCl, Fumarate, Oxalate -- these are all salts. They are practically interchangeable. Does not affect the trip. You can plug Freebase as well. All of them plug pretty much the same. Freebase will be about 10-20% more potent than salt. Freebase dissolves poorly in water, requiring use of vinegar or something like light coconut milk.

Because most people are children. They treat it like some sort of rollcoaster ride.

So? And you are not biased towards your culture? That's your perspective.

Bootcamps are mostly for people who struggle just doing an approach at all. The bootcamp simply forces you to approach a lot. It doesn't offer much value beyond that. There is no magic advice or lesson which you can be told which will make you good at approaching. The only way to get good is to do it a lot and fail a lot.

Why do you believe your own logic? Your sentence doesn't even make sense unless you assume the insight needed to make sense of that sentence.

You imagine all that. How do you know your imagination is valid?

You will have to do your own research. I'm not gonna research every country's laws.

Yes Depends where you live. It is not explicitly banned anywhere since no one knows about it. But many places have broad analogue laws that target the entire class of psychedelics.

How do you know anything exists?

Muhammad was nearly killed by his citizens for breaking local norms. Proves my point. People did not follow him willingly. And those were different times where dictating was more acceptable. Today we have democracy. You can't be a dictator today in the West.