Leo Gura

I have never seen yellow 5-MeO. Yellow is DMT.

That is harder. I could do it but then life is a slog. I do try to make my life enjoyable, not a constant grind or deprivation. Mild is acceptable here because really all you need is many hours sitting in boredom. The crazy high Awakenings are ironically too exciting to face bordem with them. I easily get bored because my mind is very creative. Well, that's the rub. It's hard to do. Financial independence is an awesome goal and achievement but few will do what it takes to acheive it. If you really value it you can create it. But most don't really value it.

Glad someone gets it.

This is not true for everyone. People have different genetics and different needs. Not everything revolves around your needs. Sick people have different needs than healthy people.

The same way you choose to believe things you have no direct experience of. Don't act like you and I are different.

The more you deny it the more you demonstrate how deep the self-absorbtion goes.

I could be God himself and it wouldn't change a damn thing.

Pure BS. Daddy Ralston will not save you from self-deception. Think for yourself. Think seriously.

Scoop measurements are relative to batch of substance. No problem. Plus or minus 10mg is not large enough to matter for most chemicals.

Self-absorbed and unconscious. The collective narcissism of Zionism.

Yes, because leftists do not care about borders. And they think everyone should not care, not realizing that most people care a lot. This is the self-absorbed narcissism of the left. It makes leftists blind to serious political realities. Border enforcement is very important if you want to win elections.

@SimpleGuy Do not try to push water up hill. Instead align with water's flow. Move out of Russia and do good things.

No. That will never work, unless your plan is a coup.

That is correct. One of the delusions of leftists. Leftists are even worse than liberals on this point. Liberals at least want some enforcement. Leftist want zero enforcement and they don't see how this is a problem. Frum is a smart conservative, despite his role in the Bush admin.

Ironically Ramaji's scale of 1000 misses the highest dimensions of Consciousness/God. If you take his scale seriously you will not fully understand God. Good luck getting him and his group-thinking orbiter monkeys to understand that.

What a load of BS.

Sorry, bro, but you picked like the worst life purpose in terms of reality. If you really want to do that life purpose you should know that you basically doing a kamikaze mission. I suggest you pick a more realistic life purpose, one that aligns with political reality better. Your political goals needs to match the era and situation you were born into, rather than 100 years ahead of your time.

6000 books, Lol. There don't exist 2000 books worth reading.

The world would need to be very different just to have many people at Turquoise. That's like 200+ years away. Imagine flying cars and shit.

Just be alone and enjoy it. Notice that nothing is wrong or missing. You literally need no one and nothing. There is a lot of culture programming you need to undo in order to realize you are just fine alone. You are not going to overcome it without spending weeks and months all alone doing nothing. That's what solo meditation retreats are for. Really Awakening is necessary because without Awakening you haven't conquered boredom. Awakening is about boredom killing the ego. Realistically it will requires spending years sitting alone. This is not a small task you accomplish in a few weekends. I can go months without talking to humans.

That is wise. I get it. It is hard to endure all the shit I say if you haven't had a single mystical experience. I would sound insane. It's like I am dancing and you are deaf. Hang in there.

God is just Imagination. If you can imagine a self, the next logical step is to imagine an other. An other is just a self that isn't you. You can imagine that. Without imagining others you would be lonely and bored. Other is also used to fool yourself into thinking you didn't create yourself but came from some "other". Where did you come from? Either you created yourself or some other created you. To hide that you are God, you need to invent an other to offload the work to. You need to invent a mother and father to offload the responsibility for your creation. Think of other as something which can be imagined. Which is why it exists. You can imagine a kangaroo. You can imagine an other.

It's almost like a finger is pointing to a moon.

Since everything is the Self, all questioning is self-questioning. So just deep questioning is the key.

Don't be jerks.