Letting my mind purge thoughts

[Spiritual Warrior]

I want to fall in love. What is love? Where does it come from? Is it an emotion? What is an emotion? Are they colorful? 

Am I too dejected to feel anything that surpasses a light brush on the arm?

Can i continue to behave like this and reach my goals?

I cant help but feel insane

I am shameful

I am hated 

I am loved

I am confident

I am all that there is

I can see the white snow crawling into my window

What is snow but an icicle with arms

An icicle with arms? Yes. What can it all mean?

Where can I stand up on my own two feet

Is it all going to change?

Probably not. 

Probably Yes. 

My thoughts are increasing

I can handle the tempo

Its heating up now

My thoughts increase with each stroke of luck

My vision is blurry, no where to go

My whole life is at stake

Why cant I go over this some more?

I am seen

I am heard

Why can't I get laid?

Because Im weak and pathetic

Nope

Change the subject

Let the subject be thrown in the trash

I love my cat

 These are thoughts

Thoughts have a voice 

A voice inherent to judgement?

No. There will be no judgement today

You are free to go

But why master? Have I betrayed yee?

What do you mean slave?

You are free. Go ahead and live freely.

But I don't want to be free

Freedom is taxing

And I want to suck the juicy nectars 

Maybe they did help her survive

I want to thrive and succeed

 

Empowering / Joy / Love / Knowledge / Freedom

These are the emotions and thoughts that you want. Right here. 

I want to add to their experience really badly

I am irresponsible

I am responsible

I can handle anything life throws at me

Positive affrimatinos

What are they though?

Are they really that important?

Im sick of thinking. Can I do something else?

No. I will whip you with my thoguht stick until you bleed

I want to focus on something extraterrestrial

I want to quit every job and live in a cave

I want to escape because I am afraid that I will be castrated for being a pervert

I am a pervert

I am not a pervert

This is an ugly word

Why cant I say pervert?

Its just a word

Just like any other word

Why does it hurt me soul soooooo....

 

Im really the sadboy type

Not for every body

What are the other archetypes?

What are the archetypes of women?

 

Women: Im obssessed with you. Truly. You are so sexy to me. The way you can manipulate my mind. Seduce me with your eyes. Why cant you look me in the eyes? Why are you scared? Scared of falling in love? I'll dive in head first. I've gone way deeper than you've gone. This is green. This is blue. This is everything. I go deeper. Deeper inside your pussy.. and deeper inside your mind. My taste is contagious. I'm sexy as fuck. And I'm fun. You can't get enough. I am your slave. Thats what I want in the bedroom. I want her to tell me that there isnt anyhing left to say. My name is gold. I don't want him to die. I have to call my mans. I'm going to call him tomorrow. I don't want to be alone with anybody. Its weird. And I don't feel normal. This post will get deleted. My mind never stops. IT wont stop . Never. 

Stop with the distractions. Thank you itsadistraction.