Where You Were, Where You Are, Where You Want To Be

[Shin]

Was doing that for myself when I got the idea that it could be cool to motivate people to do it.

If enough people are interested in doing it, we could make an another report in 6 months  

 

 

1 year ago

 

Life Purpose/Career

Unaware that life purpose was a real thing

Unemployed for 4 years

 

Consciousness/Spirituality

Every religions/mystics seemed like a big joke

No spiritual practice in place

No reading/studying habits

 

Serious emotional problem

It was the end of a 7 years depression.

Social anxiety

Self-esteem issues

Loneliness

Neediness

Every attractive women seemed like a threat

Video games addiction

(Sometimes) Shows addiction

Thinking addiction

 

Dating/Relationships/Sexuality

Virginity

Serious relationship was only a dream

 

Health/Fitness/Nutrition(+ Alternative Healing)

No fitness habit

No nutrition habit

Porn addiction

Fapping addiction

 

 

Now

 

Life Purpose/Career

Unaware that life purpose was a real thing///Doing the Life purpose course

Unemployed for 4 years///Got a 1 year contract

 

Consciousness/Spirituality

Every religions/mystics seemed like a big joke///Crying whenever some deep truth resonate within me.

No spiritual practice in place///8 months straight of sitted meditation, walking meditation, nature/reality comtemplation.

No reading/studying habits///Finishing 2 to 4 books a month.

 

Serious emotional problem

It was the end of a 7 years depression///A depression seems impossible and stupid.

Social anxiety///It isn’t entirely gone, but it’s rare that it happen now.

Self-esteem issues///Still can’t understand why it was a problem, seems like a joke.

Loneliness///It can happen, but like 1 day in a month.

Neediness/// This has never happened again.

Every attractive women seemed like a threat///That has been replace by some mild anxiety when talking to women I find attractive.

Video games addiction///Right now it seems like a total waste of time, even lying on a bed doing nothing seems more appealing.

(Sometimes) Shows addiction/// Wasn’t a problem for a very long time.

Thinking addiction///Don’t see the point in thinking anymore, unless it is needed practically.

 

Dating/Relationships/Sexuality

Virginity///Just a random guy now.

Serious relationship was only a dream///It was great, but I don’t really see the point of a relationship, except with a person that resonate so much to you that ignoring her isn’t an option.

 

Health/Fitness/Nutrition(+ Alternative Healing)

No fitness habit/// 3x30 minutes of fitness per week/ 1 walk of 1 hour per day (minimum).

No nutrition habit///Stopped eating between meals/Almost no junk food (1 time per week maximum)

Porn addiction///Porn seems disgusting and crazy now.

Fapping addiction///Still do it from time to time, but there is no ejaculation and I try to last as much as I can (to at least have some pleasure out of it).

 

 

Future

 

Life Purpose/Career

Unaware that life purpose was a real thing///Doing the Life purpose course///Would like to finish it before next year.

Unemployed for 4 years///Got a 1 year contract///Would like to get on track with my life purpose at the end of the contract.

 

Consciousness/Spirituality

Every religions/Mystics seemed like a big joke///Crying whenever some deep truth resonate within me/// Enlightenement

No spiritual practice in place///8 months straight of sitted meditation, walking meditation, nature/reality comtemplation///Today is the day the 2 hours of meditation come back!---Would like to do some Sensshin sessions and meet the Zen master of my city---Would like to do some custom Dark Room retreats whenever my contract ends.

No reading/studying habits///Finish 2 to 4 books a month///Would like to get a consistent reading/studying habits.

 

Serious emotional problem

Social anxiety///It isn’t entirely gone, but it’s rare that it happen now/// Will take care of my social abilities in the near future (talking/presence/funnyness) and see if anything changes.

Every attractive women seemed like a threat///That has been replace by some mild anxiety when talking to women I find attractive/// Will have to meet and talk to more and more girl in the upcoming months, even date one who’s hot as fuck whenever my sense of humor is decent.

Dating/Relationships/Sexuality

Virginity///Just a random guy now/// Would like to practice tantric sex, not only for the pleasure, but to transcend sex.

Serious relationship was only a dream///It was great, but I don’t really see the point of a relationship, except with a person that resonate so much to you that ignoring her isn’t an option///In the very long term, having a deep, emotionally relationship with a very high quality girl seems like an experience my mind will never stop bitching about until it has been done.

 

Health/Fitness/Nutrition(+ Alternative Healing)

No fitness habit/// 3x30 minutes of fitness per week/ 1 walk of 1 hour per day (minimum)/// Would like to do 30 minutes fitness every day.

No nutrition habit///Stopped eating between meals/Almost no junk food (1 time per week maximum)///Going to be a vegetarian, then a vegan.

Fapping addiction///Still do it from time to time, but I don’t ejaculate and try to last as much as I can (to at least have some pleasure out of it)///Would like to totally stop it, and only practice tantric masturbation when I feel like I’m going to have sex with my new girlfriend.