Healthy sexuality and Power within

[Javfly33]

Today I dabbled a bit in findom twitter but got sick realising I value too much for that crap. Decided I'm going to get back a bit into pick up and go back to the gym. Reconstructing myself after a hard rejection. I think with this new wave of consciousness after this break up will give me more clarity and strength to live and pursue a life of healthy sexuality and relating in a healthy way with women 

[Javfly33]

Yesterday I was going to watch some porn and I realized nah this doesn't solve anything and doesn't feel right.

Still thinking daily about this rejection I had with a girl some weeks ago but It feels I've learned a hard truth. I need to accept that women like and are attracted to and NOT judge it. 

Important to not judge how things work. Accept their desires and my role as a man.

Never again I will have a date like the one I had with this girl. 

[Javfly33]

I´m not coming back to spirituality until I have a healthy relationship with women. Daily pickup, gym and going out every weekend until I solve this.