I fell off the waggon of not taking things too seriously again. I almost lost my mind

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I’m now becoming amused by certain characters in my head, so, in a way I’m back on track. There is a really serious issue at hand though, I suppose there always is, but, if you take it too seriously, you will go into madness, so, what am I supposed to think? I try to be accepting and forgiving in others in hope that others will do the same for me. Completely selfish, but, if everyone did that, we wouldn’t have even half the problems we have. I mean, you still need to voice something when something is more or less universally considered wrong, or even personally wrong, but I don’t have to demonise people, but, do people have to demonise me? I suppose that is the question. What is it for? Maybe it will teach me some kind of lesson that will take me a lifetime to learn. Maybe I should just sod what people think, that would have a purpose, but, so would the fear of what people think, so, I guess I’ll just see what happens. I’ve give up on trying to avoid the worst consequences that could happen but I don’t want every single thing to go wrong… Then again, what are the worst consequences? I think I’ll end it here for now or else it will go on forever.