The pendulum swings…

[jdc7733]

I have a tendency to swing from good to bad in various ways, even more in duality than someone who hasn’t even heard of non duality. I swing from one idea, to the opposite idea and then… Oh, for god sake, I can’t even be bothered to write this post, it’s just me banging on about some sort of nonsense, which I will say something that is contradictory to it, the next day. It’s like the more you try to untangle yourself, the more tangled you get, so, sod it. If I feel like maintaining meaningful relationships one day, then, be an asocial something or other, the next day, then that’s just how it’s going to be, but there’s a certain thing about me, that I won’t mention, which most people would consider one of the worst things, even though it’s just to do with a preference. I mean, the effect of it in either non existent or minimal, except for people’s judgement of it, and, I know everyone knows because I admitted it to someone and I hear people talking about it. What am I supposed to think about other people if they demonise me for having a preference? Well, it’s not even strictly a preference, it’s just something I particularly liked, but, now don’t particularly like. Then again, I used to outspokenly, judge people for the same thing, so, karma’s a bitch, I guess. For every finger you point, there’s a community with pitchforks coming after you, and the rest.

Edited September 14, 2023 by jdc7733