absolute focus

[Hojo]

I was looking at old comments in a discord I saw this realistic looking motor sport video game.

As I was watching i went into a trance watching and thought of an idea of turning my head away from the video for a couple minutes and thinking about someone telling me of a loved ones death and this is their dashcam and that they were showing me. Or that this was my own dashcam.

When I turn back I can get a feeling of energy within myself for a second. I think whoa slow down or this is beautiful. To have focus on reality means to be engaged metaphysically. If you understand what I am saying by this feeling means to me metaphysically on all the time.

You need to feel on all the time. Your life could change in an instant and you need to be absolutely focused on the now even while doing meaningless activity. People do this kind of stuff to get that feeling now you can train without putting your life at risk.