Just been reflecting on all the things I’ve manifested.

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I would say manifestation is not necessarily causal but there are connections between your thoughts, words, consequences and actions. I can’t think of any big event in the past 3 years that wasn’t either directly or indirectly ask. I’m get it now - as a relative truth, everything about you has power. I’m not going to mention all the things I manifested, but, I asked for a lot of emotion, including sometimes pain, even if it was worse than I could have imagined at that point, because I was numb. Before that, I asked to be numb after feeling too emotional. Not too long ago, I asked for strange but comfortable feelings, new forms of amusement from things in my head, I was willing to accept some pain and agreed to feel it, as long it wasn’t too bad, and, to be basically okay most of the time, as long as it wasn’t “okay” like I’d been recently, then, it started happening to me. I’ve had a strange day or 2, but now it’s time to feel genuinely okay again.