30 days sober challenge

[Spiritual Warrior]

I'd like to be sober for 30 days. I'm sick of getting drunk and getting high as a distraction from dealing with life. I have serious dreams that I would like to actualize and alcohol and weed is not helping me achieve these goals. I'm addicted to stimulation. I use stimulation to numb my brain and body, so that I don't have to think about the reality that I am growing up and would like to start to take on more responsibilities. This is a hard pill to swallow because taking on more responsibilities requires putting myself into the spotlight. And being in the spotlight is scary, what if I'm not good enough, what if I get laughed at, what if I embarrass myself?