Mushroom Trip 016 - 4.5g - God is the Ultimate Illusionist

[ZenSwift]

Date: October 10th 2022

Dose: 4.5g Mazatapec

Intention: What is Actuality?

 

Taken at 5:50 pm

 

12 minutes in

• Feeling a come-up.

14 minutes

• Kicking in, yawning, tired, etc.
• Getting into that shroom head space

 

Eventually my contemplation of "What is actuality?" just dove into me asking "What are you, God?"

To me, this was the same question as asking what is actuality.

 

Insights and Musings

• You can't explain it. You either are conscious of it or you're not. When your hand is not in your consciousness, it it literally exists as nothingness. Void. Parts of your body that you do not see or feel literally do not exist. And then when you look at it then it spontaneously gets imagined into existence. God has the power to do that. And God damn.
• God damn.
  • God is one fucking asshole, he had me fooled. The ultimate Illusionist.
  • I have become conscious that I live in a mind.

Post Trip Report

• Definitely Some mind-blowing insights into the nature of reality. Super duper fun to see god's power where he can just make things appear and vanish. Turn a corner and the room you were just is is gone.