Ego Death Stunned

[Ramu]

Well, now that my ego is dead, the glimpses I had were spot on.  It feels strange and I never thought for one moment that ego death would, in effect,  make me become nothingness and empty.  In buildings, I see the objects and I'm not there, just pure awareness.  I'm now this blank presence that goes here and there seemingly with some person.  I look down and see the phenomenon of a body that I used to identify as Eric.  Now its just sort of coming out of nothing.  To summarize:  its completely turned everything 180 degrees.  Holy crap!  By the way, if my words don't express it, I'm blown away and there's no turning back.  Even though five days ago I wasn't where I am now... its orders of magnitude different.