Going Back to the States and My Mom

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In the future, I would prefer to find a colledge in the States where it would be legal to take phychadelics when I am old enough but I don't want my Mom would come with me because of my autism. It would be embarrasing in my colledge life but I don't really want to take colledge online because I would like to have more of a social life. I really don't get invited that much by my friends and they are all gone. It seemed like my autism ruined my friendships in the past and I didn't really know how to fix that. What do I do about my autism in this situation?