My journey towards the life I want for myself

[Someone here]

So I need a fresh start in my life . I need to take shit seriously more . This journal is to document my process of becoming a man of principle  .basically I'm trying to get my shit together in life .  Somethings need to change  .

I need to quit :

1. Smoking. 
2. Porn and masturbation. 
3. Junk food .
4. Mental masturbation. 
5. Procrastination. 
6. spending too much time in this forum mentally masturbating. 

University's new semester begins in mid June . My plan is to finish my business degree. Find a job so that I can afford myself buying a house and finding a girl to marry.

This will require time and effort and dedication.  It's not a one night deal.  Its a life long journey to my dream life.

One of my goals also to work out an build a strong body . I can't go to the gym for reasons I'm not going to mention here. But have some basic equipments in the house so I can workout at home .

I won't be posting a lot in this journal because there isn't enough micro details to report everyday.  To notice a macro significant change will require years of dedication and work towards the right thing and avoiding the bad stuff .

 

Edited May 25, 2022 by Someone here

[Someone here]

So I'm on day two in nofap .and about a month or so no smoking. 

I will begin to workout starting from tomorrow. 

Each day I will document my nofap count and no smoke count and whether I did work out or not .

[Someone here]

So day 2 nofap .

Day 30 no smoking .

No workout for today . Because I haven't eaten enough calories. 

I wish I sticked to nofap from the beginning of the year.  But hey..we can't change the past .let's do it until the end of the year .

[Someone here]

The obstacles I have to find a girlfriend or to get married:

 I need to fix some issues about my appearance . This can be done in the gym .

I need to finish my business degree and that's gonna take few years since I'm still in first grade. 

Finding a way to earn money to afford for buying a new house and escape mom's basement   .

Actually finding a girl to marry and that can only happen through social circles. As I'm not expecting that I will attract hot girls from clubs and whatnot. 

But I'm determined to change my life to the better ..

[Someone here]

I need to first be fulfilling the basic needs on Maslow's hierarchy of needs.  Then I can move on to something higher .like seeking god or awakening. 

[Someone here]

Reminder about quitting bad habits :

Why should I stop smoking? 

-because its affected my lungs severely. I think my lungs are severely damaged after years of hardcore smoking.  It's gives me low energy. 

Why should I stop porn and masturbation?.

-simply because I feel like shit after doing it and it robs me of any motivation to succeed in my life ..

[Someone here]

I also want kids . My sister recently gave birth to a baby . He is beautiful and cute .I'm a little bit jealous. Why not me ? Why can't I be a father?   Well I guess that takes work to achieve.