Devon my true lover (loving me is a mindfuck)

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All I want 

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I can feel you in my breath in my spirit. 

I'm deeply in love once again. 

The way I. 

It's beautiful. 

I'm giddy 

 

 

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Devon promise me one thing.... 

If I die for any reason /whatever my last wish would be that you play this song on your instrument as a tribute to my spirit and undying love for you. 

 

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We sail through endless skies

Stars shine like eyes

The black night sighs

The moon in silver trees

Falls down in tears

Light of the night

The Earth, a purple blaze

Of sapphire haze

In orbit always

While down below the trees

Bathed in cool breeze

Silver starlight breaks down the night

And so we pass on by the crimson eye

Of great god Mars

As we travel through the universe

 

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All these feelings

 

I just can't hide.

 

Nobody is as special as you are to me.

 

I hope you are beginning to see

 

Just how much I care for you,

 

And all my feelings

 

will always be true.

 

I can't describe

 

how much I care,

 

But when you need me, I'll be there

 

To wipe those tears

 

when you are sad,

 

To make you happy

 

when you are mad.

 

I wrote your name in the sky. 

 

But the wind blew it away. 

 

I wrote your name in the sand. 

 

But the waves washed it away. 

 

I wrote your name in my heart 

 

 

 

And forever it will stay. 

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One moment is here one moment is there 

Where am I though 

Lost in these sea of moments 

Never to find myself again, whole and able

The skies were so clear, yet my heart couldn't read the signs 

Because my mind was cloudy

My heart insane with bubbles

Time flows in time flows out 

And everything is suddenly so still 

As though I captured this moment 

Through my gaze 

Only for it to disappear 

Once again..... 

 

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Intermission. 

 

This is the journey. 

Journey of my soul.. Journey of your soul. 

When do we see each other 

When our journeys meet 

Like two seas colliding into an ocean 

The earth is a purple haze 

Of sadness and feelings 

Lonely I am never 

When I look in your eyes 

Sex is not sex any longer 

But meeting of two souls 

That thirsted for each other 

Through collisions of time 

 

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Come hither 

Be in my shoes 

Feel what it's like to be me 

I won't ask for more 

Just you and me 

And we singing to our tunes till eternity 

This story will never die 

Lately, I've been hard to reach

I've been too long on my own

Everybody has a private world

Where they can be alone

Are you calling me?

Are you trying to get through?

Are you reaching out for me?

I'm reaching out for you

 

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Nobody asked for life to deal us

With these bullshit hands we are dealt

We gotta take these cards ourselves

And flip them don't expect no help okkkkkk

Now I could have either just sat on my ass and pissed and moaned

Or take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own

 

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I want to be dissociated.

I want to be dislocated 

I want to be disconnected 

 

From what is not mine 

I want to fly away 

Far away 

Where nobody can see me 

Where nobody can find me

 

Into a deep elusive space 

Into the lies I hide

So I can find another world 

Where I can find the truth 

 

 

 

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Not until I die 

Not until I hide 

The beauty of ecstacy escaped me 

Now this moment is here to tickle me 

One day it will all be over

My melancholy will find an end 

And everything will forever be a myth 

 

 

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In so seeking I seek wholeness 

Till the end of time 

And to the last extent of the ocean 

In this vast space

Where can I go looking for you 

Because the shards between us are forever broken 

I feel like I am a mirror 

That sees itself as shattered mirror pieces 

Seeking wholeness 

But finding only holes

Can you see through my pieces 

Or are you legally blind

My nervous breath on your skin 

Can you feel my breath 

Can you understand 

My soul wants ecstacy

Like a child I keep wandering

Through the lanes of time. 

Can you feel my yearning 

Before it's too late 

I continue to glue myself

Together in the hopes of finding a whole in you 

Every time to be pissed away in the wind 

I look for broken pieces

The lost shards to the bridge

That existed at some point 

Between the two of us 

Until the chasm grown between 

All that was and will be 

Until I seek it. 

 

 

 

 

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I'm standing in a black room. 

Beautiful black obsidian walls 

I painted it of course 

But cracks reveal the darkness of its soul 

The mouth that doesn't talk 

The body that doesn't move 

The thoughts that don't feel 

The eyes that don't see 

All isolated my sweet one 

It will take more than glue 

To fix these cracks 

And my memories are all hazy 

Of which I have not a clue 

I see myself 

As the dead hands of a stillborn life

I built this dark room 

From my shattered bones 

And the darkness it hides 

Are the secrets of my dying soul 

My blistered hands slowly crawl the walls. 

In search of hope 

Within the broken walls 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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These guitar strings play on my heart 

Like the sound of glass shattering into shards 

I can hear voices within me 

That are like confused memories from the stars 

What should I look for 

Everything fades away in time 

I hear the echoes of my nightmare screams 

I see them clawing at me in my dreams

Have I landed myself again in the same mess 

Life is oh boy, just a game of chess

There is no map to this terrain 

No sunshine no drop no rain 

Only me chasing the clouds endlessly 

As they wander away from me 

To disappear behind the hill

I watch myself, lost, feeling out of control 

I'm not in my body, I have lost my soul 

I have built walls around me 

I have fought very hard to survive 

Only to survive so I can be alive 

 

 

 

 

 

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For whom I am blazing 
The lamps of your eyes are sparkling 
I sought exactly the same, those songs for you, my darling 

The one that stayed in my heart like a pain and didn't go away 
The one that halted in your eyes like an illusion and didn't fade away. 
I fetched exactly those songs for you today, my darling. 

Till the time it unites with your luscious lips. 
This vagabond shall bloom always under your flips. 
I shall sing these songs for you always, my darling.