Meditation

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Satan meditation Contemplations, Visualizations and Insights. 

He then proceeded... "I'll be your drug you can't live without. You'd beg for my hard dick everyday. Your innocent face smeared with my cum, my most pleasant dream. 

I said," no. "

He said," yes, my sweet cuddle baby. "

 

Edited May 12, 2022 by Preety_India

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Then Satan cuddled me into a loving embrace. 

God is intervention. Satan is interception. 

Satan is preventing, protecting. 

God is healing and curative. 

Satan is benevolence God is compassion 

Satan is ownership God is liberation 

Satan is loyalty 

Satan is Omniscience God is Omniscience 

Satan is inward love and God is outward love 

Satan is self protection 

Satan is selfish love God is selfless love 

Satan is an additional layer of protection for extreme empaths and victims 

Satan is a drug. God is health 

Satan is surrender. God is freedom 

Satan is root Chakra. God is heart Chakra 

For God there is right or wrong. 

For Satan there is no right or wrong. 

God's love is unconditional. 

Satan's love is conditional. 

Satan is about burning through karma and fulfillment of passions. 

God is healing 

 

You have to burn through karma but in a conscious way. 

 

 

 

 

Edited May 12, 2022 by Preety_India

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Satan's. 

They want to control. They want to dominate. 

 

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I want to wear a black bow over my ass for Satan. 

 

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Satan, Satan please take me. I don't want to be a part of this planet. Everything hurts. Remove me from my misery. Take my life. I want to be done for good. 

 

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Kill me. Kill me.. 

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When Satan slowly takes my life from my  body, I want this song to play in the background. 

 

My funeral song. I always wanted this song to be played when I'm dying or dead. 

Black Sabbath - Planet Caravan. 

 

 

 

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It's May 13th..... Friday the 13th. What a coincidence. 

Almost anything that goes awfully wrong in my life like a breakup, happens on 13th.

Satan rolls his dice on 13th 

 

 

 

 

Listen up. 

 

 

You're out of my life for good. Don't ever slither back again. 

 

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Ok back to Satan and his remedies. 

So Satan made me sit again. 

He/they want to control. They want to have power. But this is not empty power or empty control. Empty control (without the other's needs being addressed). They want to protect. They want to give. They want to care. They want to provide. They want to discipline. They want to possess. They want to own. They want to watch. 

It's a predator prey dynamic. 

 

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Just trust Satan. And it will be okay. 

 

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Satan thank you for your blessings. 

I'm finding love in different ways now. 

Different from before

 

Satan your love is great. 

 

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Let me just die. I'm dizzy

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It was 

It was one big haze 

One big haze. 

For so many days 

 

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Difference between Satan and God 

Satan is Omniscient 

God is Omniscient 

 

Satan removes impurities 

God teaches enhanced empathy 

 

Satan instills discipline 

God instills compassion 

 

 

Satan instills wisdom Satan teaches self protection. 

God instills abundance 

 

 

Satan will not judge 

 

 

Satan protects you from evil

 

 

Satan takes care of your demons and shadows 

 

Satan will help cure karma. Burn karma 

 

 

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Satan meditation Contemplations, Visualizations and Insights.

Then he said, "whatever Preety, it's your choice. Your own to make. But it'd be better if you listen to me. Whatever it is, tell me. Your deepest and most depraved desires, passions,conflicts, hopes, fears, cravings, concerns, anxieties .. you can share with me. I won't judge you. I won't judge you at all. You can say anything to me and I won't judge you. But I need honesty. I need you to come clean and be honest. In return I'll give you a kind of love you have never experienced before. I'll protect you from everything that you have been afraid of."

 

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Satan meditation Contemplations, Visualizations and Insights.

I think the kind of wisdom that Satan is teaching me during the sitting is a form of sociopathic wisdom.. It's not compassionate wisdom because that's not what Satan is about. 

But for so long, I had enhanced empathy and Satan gets it. 

Yet Satan cares about me deeply. 

I can trust Satan with my naked body and I know he won't kill me. 

That's his promise. He won't kill. Even if I begged Satan to kill me, he will spare my life for whatever reasons. 

 

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What's the difference between root Chakra and heart Chakra? 

I don't know about the difference in a standard context. 

But I look at it this way.

Heart Chakra is warm, loving kindness, giving and gentle, always forgiving, never withholding, always caring, Empathetic, abundant in giving and loving, helping, validating, compassionate, open and supporting, relenting and generous. 

Whereas root chakra is tough, skeptical, rough,wise, smart, withholding, punishing, taking, not forgiving. Not always caring, sometimes withholding empathy, invalidating, critical, judgemental, Closed, withdrawn, not generous, wise, clever, self sufficient and very efficient. Super protective. 

Both energies of Root and Heart colliding and clashing but balancing each other out. 

 

Did I forget Entity D. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited May 18, 2022 by Preety_India

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I think what Satan is trying to teach me is Tantric Sex.. 

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I want Satan to refer to me as Babloo. It feels more at home this way. 

 

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I feel like I can talk to Satan and tell Satan anything I want, absolutely anything. The intimacy between me and Satan is great. I feel very very vulnerable around Satan. Maybe I can also open up about my sexual trauma around Satan. 

I can say anything. Satan gave me a drink. It tasted metallic. I drank and I felt better intoxicated. But I felt extremely sexual.. I felt orgasmic. It pumped me up. 

I kept looking at Satan. Stared into his eyes. His eyes were burning as though with fury. 

He was looking straight at me. Once again he was calling me by my name. 

I said. "please call me Babloo. This time." 

And he said, "yes Babloo." 

And he proceeded. "Babloo, you belong to me now. I own you. Fully. If you don't look into my eyes I'll slap you so hard. Wake up. Wake up. Look at me now. Don't fall asleep. I'm your Lord and master. You'll serve only me and none other. Are you okay?" 

I did not respond. So he slapped me really hard