Leo, how do you integrate omniscience into your "normal life"?

[Vynce]

I remember when you recalled being so conscious that you could see how you actively manifest the will to move your fingers. And even though God doesn't force you to do anything specific, in the end every decision lead to the highest Love possible. 

So my question is do you think a lot about how "random" events are directing you to infinite Love?

In the end, even if you stubbed your toe and are really annoyed about the pain, it was Gods plan all together. But to understand how this relates to infinite Love is not possible for the ego mind. Doesn't this drive you mad?