Being good vs being good

[At awe]

Greetings!

Had a interesting experience today. Realized that most of my adult life I’ve been a decent person, but…. it was learned behavior. Knowing what good is and acting accordingly. Strict parents, school, trauma’s etc… Life has taught me to behave a certain way. So I’ve been a good “boy”. Somehow I lost that little dude who wanted to make the world a better place. I met him today. It’s been awhile. The will to be good and make difference comes from the “inside” again, as a feeling. 

Forgot what I was trying to say with this post.