Inception (Journal)

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Post #168: Futility

I think ego will work, it won’t, it won’t, it won’t. When is this going to click. How many more years. It won’t work. I’m like that guy pushing the square block.

Also I’m not taking any breaks. There are no breaks. Let go or be dragged.

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Post #169
The devil want’s to do the impossible; to get rid of itself. It fails and is frustrated. Yet at the same time it doesn’t want to.

Edited January 8 by Inception

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Post #170

I’m going full self-improvement mode.

Which means 2014 Leo Gura, Owen Cook, Gary Vaynerchouck, David Goggings.

Let’s get it.

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Post #171

She’s water and I’m fire.

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Post #172

I just found out what my problem is: I’m a tryhard.

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Post #173: Free fall

I’ve officially lost the grip on my life. I honestly have little to no idea of what’s gonna happen next.

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Post #174: Venom
I’m full of vile toxic venom.

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Post 175

From now on I’m making an effort not to get carried away.

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Post 176

Satan’s days are numbered.

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Post 177

If you’re smart you accept. If you’re not you resist. That simple.

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Post 178

The smartest thing the devil can do is let itself be purified by the light of Awareness. This seems to me to be the only real practice.

”[…] but even so, enmeshed, entangled, you can still get out unless, poor fool, you stand in your own way” - Lucretius

Edited January 21 by Inception

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Post #179

I’m gonna lock in.

I don’t want a single minutes wasted.

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Post #180

41 minutes ago, Inception said:

Post #179

I’m gonna lock in.

I don’t want a single minutes wasted.

^ Ego backlash

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Post #181

Life is designed to throw you off center. The challenge is to stay centered.

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Post #182

I’m done thinking.

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Post #183

From now on my goals is to spend as much time asleep.

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Post #184

Get by and pass the time is all I’m tryna do.

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Post #185

This will be the last post on this backbone-less thread. See my new thread “Inception 2.0” for more.