Profound trip yesterday

[DieFree]

I took three tabs of acid.

First, I was afraid. And I felt like I was going to throw up, the paper I could feel it in my stomach. But then I eased into the trip and it was beautiful. I mean, the intial part was a little unsettling. I watched Leo's video on how we're all chimps, living a chimp life. And I was unsettled by how true it was. The desire for constant sex, the fixation on salt and sugar. Strutting on other chimps. Wow -- how true. Then something in my trip led me to a video on mindfulness and Jon Kabat-Zinn and I felt this man speaking to my soul. Dharma was a concept I never knew of before, but now it is the source of my deepest curiosity. My biggest gain from my trip is that this moment, right now, is the most precious, the most important. Not yesterday, not tomorrow. This moment. Love you all.