Spontaneous body whirling. No stop

[Giulio Bevilacqua]

I “practiced” spontaneity  in the last days, discovering that there is no me making an effort.
 

The body wants always to whirl on its axis, like a Sufi meditator. I tried for 10 minutes and vomited my breakfast at the end.
I thought the process was finished , but no , the pull to whirl is constantly there all the time. When I’m at work and just relax a little bit it starts again to push me into whirling. I just hate it because I can not handle the dizziness. I do not want to pass my days into whirling. I know that rumi did this process for 36 hours and got enlightened.

It is scarying the shit out of me thinking that I might whirl for days with no stop and loosing the ego. The funny part is that it can not be ignored, I try others activities like swimming or taking walks, but it is meaningless. 
Have you ever experienced the whirling?