Was this a real awakening or mania?

[EntheogenTruthSeeker]

Just got out of a 18 day hospital. I’m stable again. Feel good. Thanks guys for being patient with all my nonsense before. This video was the same day I went to the hospital. About 12 hours before I got suicidal and admitted myself to a psych ward. Enlightenment and integration happened on the psych ward. And I have a girlfriend now. I met the love of my life. Crazy! She is 33 - I’m 23?

[EntheogenTruthSeeker]

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June 5, 2021 - Mark Van. On YouTube.