What Does This Mean?

[DimmedBulb]

I went to a cd presentation of my neighbour's jazz band. Now before I move on, I have to preface this by saying I have difficulty with understanding what I feel. I also don't have a lot of life experience. But anyway, as I was listening, I wasn't thinking. I was just listening, in awe with the sound, flowing along and while it was happening, I wanted to get up there and play my guitar with them. I never have this feeling when I need to practice though and I can barely keep focus when I do need to practice, so that's really confusing. What do I make of this?

[Jared Gregory]

 @DimmedBulb You were going with the flow of life and enjoying the moment as it is   you could meditate before guitar practice as it calms the mind. Try it out and see if you are more focused when playing guitar.