question on self love/self acceptance

[SageModeAustin]

That video is really good. He basically went from serving "two masters" to serving one "master" being self-love. Regardless of how society, or coporate companies expected him to be he eventually grew into himself of how God wanted him to be naturally. I have a question though...what if I've gotten eyelid surgery and messed with my face with weights to look a certain way? I feel like I repented against God in a way, and this is hard to accept. By no means i'm ugly, but it just feels emberassing that at some point i got double eyelid surgery and tried to change the way i look through other means like pressing on my face or whatever cause im asian and didnt like being flat-faced. uhh yeah any advice is welcome thankyou