I dont understand reflected awareness and pure awareness..

[Madhur]

https://youtu.be/3uS-uf4zXOs

In this video it's been shown that rupert spira reffer to our simple awareness as god while swami sarvapriyananda says that that our simple awareness is reflected awareness and the pure awareness which is god is unknown.

Which one is true ? and If it is 2nd case then what is pure awareness and how to access that.

Also when i am doing self inquiry and i am being aware of being aware i still do feel like there is something behind my awareness, so there is sort of like two awareness, one is i am being aware of being aware awareness and the 2nd is behind or apart from the 1st awareness, while nature of 1st feels like nothing and 2nd feels like just empty space i hope that makes sense. 

So which one do i focus on? could it be that the 1st awareness is reflected awareness and the 2nd is pure awareness.... ?