Mystical experiences, a gift and a curse.

[traveler]

What is longed for is to take a shit, eat a granola bar, drink a cup of coffe, look at the wall. Taking a shit is as infinite as being emerged in a fractal dance 13643 trillon times stronger than the suns energy. This already is all there is. Sometimes the energy takes ownership of what "it" experienced in "the transcendal", so when an apparent world returns there is a strong sensation of loss and "almost had it". That is why mystical experiences are a gift and a curse. This is freedom, appearing as this.