Is this how the wheel of life (Truth vs Illusion) works?

[Javfly33]

I just become conscious of how at the personal development level my life has been, in ALL aspects of myself that I´ve wanted to work.

1 - Illusion creates pleasure, but also suffering. 

2 - Suffering drives the ego to seek Truth

3- Pleasure keeps the illusion alive, so the seeking towards Truth is still not total,  but once suffering gets too much...

4- Truth removes illusion, therefore suffering

5- Truth still doesn´t stick at the first time, becase the ego is still attached to the pleasures of the illusion, here is what I call "ego-backlash", the consecuence is that there is still suffering, so depending how much stubborness or wisdom this ego has, he but will end up surrendering the illusion sooner, or later.

The number 5 is usually what happens the days after a psychedelic trip. The number 4 was shown in the trip but the ego came back with his stubborness therefore we must go again to number 3.

When a new non-healed/neurotic facet of yourself is discovered, you start this from number 1, unless you have some sort of level of enlightenment in which probably the wheel is different or non-existent I guess.

Edited June 4, 2020 by Javfly33